I'm home once more...
i dun really know what i'm feeling anymore, should i be feeling sad? lost? dispair?
In fact i'm feeling non of those, just numbness. Yet when i thot i could move on, the stabbing feeling of pain still came back to wreck havoc on my heart. The heart is what that made us human, but to have one we have to bear it's ultimate burden- the feeling of love and love lost.
Such is the overwhelming burden that i wish i do not have one, i rather it be carved out of me.
I'm tired of all these... Wish i could sleep forever.
Anyway i'm back from Dubai / Istanbul. Continue my story tomolo if i have time. i really need to go sleep for now.
i dun really know what i'm feeling anymore, should i be feeling sad? lost? dispair?
In fact i'm feeling non of those, just numbness. Yet when i thot i could move on, the stabbing feeling of pain still came back to wreck havoc on my heart. The heart is what that made us human, but to have one we have to bear it's ultimate burden- the feeling of love and love lost.
Such is the overwhelming burden that i wish i do not have one, i rather it be carved out of me.
I'm tired of all these... Wish i could sleep forever.
Anyway i'm back from Dubai / Istanbul. Continue my story tomolo if i have time. i really need to go sleep for now.
*hUgs* Dun be despaired.. true love could just probably on its way to find u! Good luck!
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11:08 PM