Meaning of life, the reason to exist.
Oh... someone just shoot me, there is just no meaning to my miserable existance. Day in day out i do the same old shit, i have no excitement, nothing to look forward to.
i need to feel alive again, to find importance in my existance.
I've lost the fight and drive in me.
I'm burnt, spent...
What is left is a walking shell of my past.
I need an adventure, to reignite that spark in me. To feel important once again, not this mediocre existance.
Damn... I should have signed on and go on peacekeeping mission or something. At least i know i would be doing something that makes a difference and if i die, it would be in combat, in blazing glory.
To me, i would rather choose a short but fulfilling life than an unaccomplished and frustrated life.
Oh... someone just shoot me, there is just no meaning to my miserable existance. Day in day out i do the same old shit, i have no excitement, nothing to look forward to.
i need to feel alive again, to find importance in my existance.
I've lost the fight and drive in me.
I'm burnt, spent...
What is left is a walking shell of my past.
I need an adventure, to reignite that spark in me. To feel important once again, not this mediocre existance.
Damn... I should have signed on and go on peacekeeping mission or something. At least i know i would be doing something that makes a difference and if i die, it would be in combat, in blazing glory.
To me, i would rather choose a short but fulfilling life than an unaccomplished and frustrated life.
i suppose at different stages in life, we crave different things and shift priorities around... i think flying round the world and getting paid at that is a dream job. coz its like getting exposed to different cultures and geography at no cost at all. sure - it's not like ya on a mission trip and saving millions - but making one's first trip abroad an experience to remember, or sweetening a homecoming individual's trip, makes complete meaning and sense too. jia you.
Posted by
zanissa |
10:30 PM
Awwwww... so sweet! Thanks leen. :)
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Anonymous |
12:03 PM