Back to blogging...
hi peeps... wished i could write this on a happier note. But i no longer feel like blogging, no longer feel the interest to write. I do desperately wished otherwise.
Yet situation always presents its worst to test me, tormenting me from time to time. I'm really tired, wishing that there was someone to lend a support, even a small pat on the back would make a big difference. Must i lose faith in this world, in every promise, in human's very existance?
Please tell me i'm wrong. Prove me wrong.
i really hope i'm just feeling under, pray that it's all my illusion, just pray that it's just me being negative and being selfish to my own feelings. Pray that there is still a shinning ray of hope in this bleak darkness of this sinister world. Please show me that there are still things in life to look forward to.
Anyway some updates on my latest collection of toys, i've gotten an iphone. Even so, i think i'm merely filling in that void before negativity takes its place. Well one good thing about this job, although i get bucket loads of shit from top-down-left-right-center, it still pays enough for me to throw money at unhappiness.
But how long can this go on? Before unhappiness gain it's foothold on me and no amount of cash can topple it? Should i move on, change my job to earn more money to repell unhappiness' ever increasing will to cast a dark shadow on me. Or maybe this job is the root of all evil.
Whatever it is, there will come a time for everything. To hold back may be to do myself injustice. Comfort of life and fear of unknown maybe the bane to a better life. I hope despite all that has happened, life still grants me the courage to look forward and march on.
hi peeps... wished i could write this on a happier note. But i no longer feel like blogging, no longer feel the interest to write. I do desperately wished otherwise.
Yet situation always presents its worst to test me, tormenting me from time to time. I'm really tired, wishing that there was someone to lend a support, even a small pat on the back would make a big difference. Must i lose faith in this world, in every promise, in human's very existance?
Please tell me i'm wrong. Prove me wrong.
i really hope i'm just feeling under, pray that it's all my illusion, just pray that it's just me being negative and being selfish to my own feelings. Pray that there is still a shinning ray of hope in this bleak darkness of this sinister world. Please show me that there are still things in life to look forward to.
Anyway some updates on my latest collection of toys, i've gotten an iphone. Even so, i think i'm merely filling in that void before negativity takes its place. Well one good thing about this job, although i get bucket loads of shit from top-down-left-right-center, it still pays enough for me to throw money at unhappiness.
But how long can this go on? Before unhappiness gain it's foothold on me and no amount of cash can topple it? Should i move on, change my job to earn more money to repell unhappiness' ever increasing will to cast a dark shadow on me. Or maybe this job is the root of all evil.
Whatever it is, there will come a time for everything. To hold back may be to do myself injustice. Comfort of life and fear of unknown maybe the bane to a better life. I hope despite all that has happened, life still grants me the courage to look forward and march on.
take life easy
things may not be always as bad as u think for you.
count yr blessings, not your misfortune, if any.
cheer up la :)
Posted by
Pink*StarDust |
12:44 PM
don't be so upset.. cheer up..
tok to me if u wan. or email me.
haha
Posted by
Anonymous |
7:46 PM