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Tuesday, January 08, 2008 

I will not...
i will not love anymore becoz i am no longer capable of loving,
i will not hate anymore becoz i do not love,
without love, there can be no hate.

i will not be broken hearted again, becoz there is no longer a heart to break,
i will not bother to listen to my heart becoz it can no longer be trusted,

From now on, the old jonathan doesn't exist anymore...
He's too weak to exist, he cares for others more than himself causing his own destruction.
From the depths of hurt and anger, someone new will arise.

He will not be hurt,
He will not be angry,
He will not be concerned,
He will not be broken'ed,
He will not LOVE again...

He will not overwhelm anyone with his love anymore, there is no longer an ounce left in him.
.
.
.
風箏有風 海豚有海
我存在在我的存在
所以明白 所以離開
所以不再為愛而愛
自己存在在你之外
.
.
.

Back from Brisbane and Dubai / Istanbul tonight.
Wanted to change flight but decided against it because a promise is a promise.

Got knocked by a car on the night before Brisbane, well... it didn't kill me which i'm not really surprised cause i'm still indestructable. I may be empty inside already but i'm not an eggshell. i've been knock down by bus before and i'm still fine. U need to run me over with a train before u can cause some damage. Dun worry i won't jump off the MRT platform, i'm afraid i may damage the MRT and the SMRT people will ask me to pay for the damages to their trains cause i'm not dead yet. hahaha...

Anyway the night before Brisbane i went to catch AVP2 with myself. Ha... Doesn't matter no one wanna watch with me cause i've done that before and i'm sure i can do it again. I dun have to reserve that movie for any particular someone and be disappointed after that coz i end up missing the show completely due to all sorts of reason.

Getting knocked down after the movie doesn't deter me either.

Life is so freaking exciting, just the first week of 2008 only and so much things has happened, just can't wait to see what's installed for me for the rest of the year.

SO BRING IT ON MOTHERFUCKER!!

Anyway some pictures from my Milan / Barcelona trip to keep u guys occupied.
Click on the links below.
-Venice Pics
-Duomo Pics

There's a fine line between sheer grit and bitterness... don't fall into the latter okie :) You take care.

~leenie

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