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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 

I don't know what i want anymore.
i'm confused, i can no longer explain myself.

Account Test Result is out, 17/20 %, the taste of sucess taste so sweet. I just can't have enough of it. I can hardly remember when was the last time i felt this sensation. It lit my long lost drive again, it's addictive, i want more.

I'm sick of fighting for trivia things, this is something i can be proud of and nobody can contest that.
It makes me miss those days.

Back at SIM again today for the marketing assignment. Guess who i saw? Hiak... Those days came back to visit again. Missed those canoeing guys.

Sometimes i do not know why i behave in a certain way.

I do not know why i view the things i do more important than anything else.

I do not know why i find the act of sacrifice repulsive.

I do not know why i find myself lacking the capacity to love or feel love.

Perhaps i've changed...

Sometimes I no longer know who i'm, i act in manners that surprises me.

Perhaps adapting to this world has changed me.


There is no explanation, i tried and i found non.

Perhaps the very thought of success may be cruel in nature.

By wanting success, u may have just opened Pandora's box.


WTF... I'm seriously emo today.

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