25 Random things PLUS PLUS...
although i've mentioned this in my facebook notes, there is never enough "25 random things" to fill up my other random things. Therefore here is the continuation. Oh hell, i just need to express myself once more.
26) i wished i had more money.
Yes i do have enough to fulfil my immediate needs such as repayments of loans, school fees and such, but i wished i had some to spare to splurge on indulgence such as zeng my ride, set up my dream wireless network in my house, get my dream set of dive gears and own a PS3 or an XBOX 360. Can u believe it? i still dun own a console.
27) i actually like working my ass off.
Rather than choose not to have work, i kind of like working, the more and harder the work, the more it defines a person, stress doesn't really kill u anyway, it bends u, stretch u to new heights, break limits and setting new ones. At most, worse come to worst, u'll just break. U won't even know what hit u. Painless. hiak hiak... Twisted...
28) Wished for at least once in my life, i could graduate with distinction. My god, the elusive dream that has escape my grasp for ages. DAMMIT. This time round, u are mine baby. Yeahhhhh...
29) Sigh... wished i could just treat my other half better, but unfortunately what i could give is only so much. I guess all my ex-gf could agree with that, hiak hiak..., i want so much out of life that i may have took whatever i could have given them for myself. Perhaps i'm being selfish, but time could only spare u so much, u stole time from your sleep, from your family and friends, ultimately it's never enough...
It's a difficult choice, your personal development or the development of relationship.
Which would u choose?
Perhaps things might be different in the future. Somewhere along the line, things change, certain things will slow down and give way to others. Perhaps time is all about timing after all. There will be a right time for everything. Waiting the the difficult part.
Maybe i need a rest, i've been dragging myself thru life everyday, perhaps i could just stop and smell the flowers and feel the breeze. Nothiness might be good for me. That is if u could just blind me from the competitive world first. HIAK.
30) I guess it's hard for people to understand me as i myself dun understand myself sometimes. Guess we all do that, u can't predict anything as dynamic as the brain and anything that has one, it does not has fixed algorithms and even it does have, there would been too many to comrehend.
Perhaps its complexity is in relation to life's numerous everchanging variables.
There are no fix set of rules for something as inconsistant as life. Welcome to the rollercoaster. YEAH.
31) I am NOT trying to show off my ability to write, if u ever considered what i wrote on my blog as showing off. it's just my flow of thoughts. I prefer writing to stimulate thinking over account reporting. Well, i do talk about the past, but the future is not fixed and thus there's more to write about.
Besides there are too many grammatical and spelling error. haha... LOL.
Ok, if u like account reporting, here's some for u.
Yesterday i went to IT show 2009 at suntec and it's freaking packed! just take a bloody good look at this.
And my dear gal bought a notebook that was super value for money considering the specs was more than reasonable for the price. I even have my doubts, it was too good to be true, but it was true afterall. I went back and went thru all the system hardware, and i'm impressed! It was really a bargain, i mean it was not the drop dead top of the range type but it wasn't bad, infact it was good! Well... that will sure dig into their profit.
Only way they would ever profit is to sell in bulk and i mean ALOTTTTT... something like 10 set for each promoter each day. Small profit margin with large volume. Hiak Hiak... Sale orientated. SELL OR DIE, DUN ASK WHY... COMMANDO! hiak hiak...
Quick Quick... someone guess the price.
Ok... time to go prepare for my SGN, hope it's really light today. Dun really feel like "defining" myself today. haha... It's not laziness, just that the thought of occupying myself with some other thing more productive such as studying for the EXAMS, kept disrupting my zeal to slog the day in the field... Hiak... anyway each day we do the same old all shit, the same shit, just different day only. HIAK HIAK...
oh and 32) I miss breathing in nitrogen. DAMMIT... itching for some diving already...
although i've mentioned this in my facebook notes, there is never enough "25 random things" to fill up my other random things. Therefore here is the continuation. Oh hell, i just need to express myself once more.
26) i wished i had more money.
Yes i do have enough to fulfil my immediate needs such as repayments of loans, school fees and such, but i wished i had some to spare to splurge on indulgence such as zeng my ride, set up my dream wireless network in my house, get my dream set of dive gears and own a PS3 or an XBOX 360. Can u believe it? i still dun own a console.
27) i actually like working my ass off.
Rather than choose not to have work, i kind of like working, the more and harder the work, the more it defines a person, stress doesn't really kill u anyway, it bends u, stretch u to new heights, break limits and setting new ones. At most, worse come to worst, u'll just break. U won't even know what hit u. Painless. hiak hiak... Twisted...
28) Wished for at least once in my life, i could graduate with distinction. My god, the elusive dream that has escape my grasp for ages. DAMMIT. This time round, u are mine baby. Yeahhhhh...
29) Sigh... wished i could just treat my other half better, but unfortunately what i could give is only so much. I guess all my ex-gf could agree with that, hiak hiak..., i want so much out of life that i may have took whatever i could have given them for myself. Perhaps i'm being selfish, but time could only spare u so much, u stole time from your sleep, from your family and friends, ultimately it's never enough...
It's a difficult choice, your personal development or the development of relationship.
Which would u choose?
Perhaps things might be different in the future. Somewhere along the line, things change, certain things will slow down and give way to others. Perhaps time is all about timing after all. There will be a right time for everything. Waiting the the difficult part.
Maybe i need a rest, i've been dragging myself thru life everyday, perhaps i could just stop and smell the flowers and feel the breeze. Nothiness might be good for me. That is if u could just blind me from the competitive world first. HIAK.
30) I guess it's hard for people to understand me as i myself dun understand myself sometimes. Guess we all do that, u can't predict anything as dynamic as the brain and anything that has one, it does not has fixed algorithms and even it does have, there would been too many to comrehend.
Perhaps its complexity is in relation to life's numerous everchanging variables.
There are no fix set of rules for something as inconsistant as life. Welcome to the rollercoaster. YEAH.
31) I am NOT trying to show off my ability to write, if u ever considered what i wrote on my blog as showing off. it's just my flow of thoughts. I prefer writing to stimulate thinking over account reporting. Well, i do talk about the past, but the future is not fixed and thus there's more to write about.
Besides there are too many grammatical and spelling error. haha... LOL.
Ok, if u like account reporting, here's some for u.
Yesterday i went to IT show 2009 at suntec and it's freaking packed! just take a bloody good look at this.
And my dear gal bought a notebook that was super value for money considering the specs was more than reasonable for the price. I even have my doubts, it was too good to be true, but it was true afterall. I went back and went thru all the system hardware, and i'm impressed! It was really a bargain, i mean it was not the drop dead top of the range type but it wasn't bad, infact it was good! Well... that will sure dig into their profit.
Only way they would ever profit is to sell in bulk and i mean ALOTTTTT... something like 10 set for each promoter each day. Small profit margin with large volume. Hiak Hiak... Sale orientated. SELL OR DIE, DUN ASK WHY... COMMANDO! hiak hiak...
Quick Quick... someone guess the price.
Ok... time to go prepare for my SGN, hope it's really light today. Dun really feel like "defining" myself today. haha... It's not laziness, just that the thought of occupying myself with some other thing more productive such as studying for the EXAMS, kept disrupting my zeal to slog the day in the field... Hiak... anyway each day we do the same old all shit, the same shit, just different day only. HIAK HIAK...
oh and 32) I miss breathing in nitrogen. DAMMIT... itching for some diving already...
