Perhaps...
i'm not good enough,
perhaps there is still much to learn, unlearn or relearn...
Perhaps thru learning i will find better meaning to life.
i wonder will we ever be good enough? In the eyes of others and in our own eyes. I always find myself wanting. Perhaps much expectation often befalls upon me and have much to live up to.
Yet somehow despite all the suffering, i never once thought of giving up, i will not waver, the goal is perfection. Perfection leads to no easy life. An easy life without respect is no life at all, respect comes at a hefty price. It demands your soul, your time and everything of u. But ultimately respect has always been a primal desire, the rest is merely superficial. Thus in a perversion of logic and senses, i seek such suffering.
Oh anyway some overdued photos.
Me and Damien at the Gym.
Yah i know we look damn gay with our SC marathon Finisher T. but i assure u we are not. haha...
Hmmm... maybe i should run this year's marathon, it's all in the mind once again, but wonder who's gonna be my admin party. Any volunteers? No? Dammit... haha...
Alright time to check out of the hotel, time to go home, haha... but not before meeting the "gossip girls" outside the corridor who's plan was for all to check out together at the same time. haha... A very much entertaining bunch. I shall prepare for a hilarious trip back. haha... Oh Dammit... I will be working B2. i need much rescuing from one constant source of irritation. 72A aircraft, need i say more? haha...
i'm not good enough,
perhaps there is still much to learn, unlearn or relearn...
Perhaps thru learning i will find better meaning to life.
i wonder will we ever be good enough? In the eyes of others and in our own eyes. I always find myself wanting. Perhaps much expectation often befalls upon me and have much to live up to.
Yet somehow despite all the suffering, i never once thought of giving up, i will not waver, the goal is perfection. Perfection leads to no easy life. An easy life without respect is no life at all, respect comes at a hefty price. It demands your soul, your time and everything of u. But ultimately respect has always been a primal desire, the rest is merely superficial. Thus in a perversion of logic and senses, i seek such suffering.
Oh anyway some overdued photos.
Me and Damien at the Gym.
Yah i know we look damn gay with our SC marathon Finisher T. but i assure u we are not. haha...
Hmmm... maybe i should run this year's marathon, it's all in the mind once again, but wonder who's gonna be my admin party. Any volunteers? No? Dammit... haha...
Alright time to check out of the hotel, time to go home, haha... but not before meeting the "gossip girls" outside the corridor who's plan was for all to check out together at the same time. haha... A very much entertaining bunch. I shall prepare for a hilarious trip back. haha... Oh Dammit... I will be working B2. i need much rescuing from one constant source of irritation. 72A aircraft, need i say more? haha...
Nothing is absolute in life....so there's no such thing as "perfection"...the most we can get is close to perfection..I think. and...honestly..I think being too perfect is not living...cos everything will be too smooth-sailing to really live life the way it was meant to be. and I think imperfection is good..its healthy...its more "human". LOL
- jo the geek
Posted by
Anonymous |
4:58 AM
oh yah..and there are times when i think like u too.and suspect that maybe "im not good enough"?...then i realised that we can never be good enough...cos its only human that we strive to constantly be better no matter how "good" we may be already. so the key here is to be "contented". hehe..
and surely..someone will appreciate you for whatever you are...good/bad. =)
- jo the geek
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Anonymous |
5:05 AM