Back from ZRH...
seriously burnt out, don't exactly know what's wrong, but i've never been so tired for so long, i slept the whole day after touched down from Zurich yesterday. Best part, i even overslept during crew rest on the flight back.
i'm drained, yet no break seems long enough. Perhaps i need to be renergised. Perhaps i need to look elsewhere.
i'm unhappy, i'm growing fat, i'm no longer who i used to be neither can i go back to being what i was. Only alternative is to find a new me before i destroy myself inside out. Somethings are beyond my control, as much i wanna tell myself i should be happy, it's only a lie.
U can lie to yourself and deprive yourself of true happiness or u can go out to hunt for it.
There will always be people who would tell u are blessed and u shouldn't ask for more. Why is that so? How they know what's enough. Then why other can have more than me and that's reasonable and why i can't? Since others can have it why can't i?
It's always the case, people will always tell u it's impossible for everything they can't achieve. It's the only way to justify their failure.
Anyway this Zurich flight brought about a chain of "suay-ness".
After landing in ZRH, i was the only one seperated from the rest of the crew coz the airport trains that shutter between terminal close on me before i could enter and when i reach the belt i found my Cargo bag missing a wheel. Wah liao...
Next day i went sightseeing only to have the can of potato chip open up in my bag spilling all the chips in my bag.
Finally not to mention waking up late during crew rest.
DAMN...
And i'm still fat. DAMN...
seriously burnt out, don't exactly know what's wrong, but i've never been so tired for so long, i slept the whole day after touched down from Zurich yesterday. Best part, i even overslept during crew rest on the flight back.
i'm drained, yet no break seems long enough. Perhaps i need to be renergised. Perhaps i need to look elsewhere.
i'm unhappy, i'm growing fat, i'm no longer who i used to be neither can i go back to being what i was. Only alternative is to find a new me before i destroy myself inside out. Somethings are beyond my control, as much i wanna tell myself i should be happy, it's only a lie.
U can lie to yourself and deprive yourself of true happiness or u can go out to hunt for it.
There will always be people who would tell u are blessed and u shouldn't ask for more. Why is that so? How they know what's enough. Then why other can have more than me and that's reasonable and why i can't? Since others can have it why can't i?
It's always the case, people will always tell u it's impossible for everything they can't achieve. It's the only way to justify their failure.
Anyway this Zurich flight brought about a chain of "suay-ness".
After landing in ZRH, i was the only one seperated from the rest of the crew coz the airport trains that shutter between terminal close on me before i could enter and when i reach the belt i found my Cargo bag missing a wheel. Wah liao...
Next day i went sightseeing only to have the can of potato chip open up in my bag spilling all the chips in my bag.
Finally not to mention waking up late during crew rest.
DAMN...
And i'm still fat. DAMN...
