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Monday, June 19, 2006 

Life is Such a Dilemma...
There are always choices to be made and non are favourable. Or at the very most, choose the lesser of two evils.

Sigh... Often, keeping the truth would be the lesser of two evils. Because the truth will hurt, or should i say, at the end point of truth, someone will get hurt. Either u, the other party or some other parties...

But... should u keep it to yourself, u will end up feeling miserable, very miserable, but at least no one gets hurt. So there is your lesser of 2 evils... Seriously i rather feel miserable.

Recently i like this gal (yah... keep guessing!), unfortunately i couldn't tell her how i feel.

Why? because i doubt she has any feeling for me and that will really hurt... *ouch*

It's not that i'm afraid of rejection, it's what that will result from the rejection that i'm afraid of. Like trying to avoid me after that, friendships being divided, lines being drawn and boundries being set up. OMG... i can't finish naming all... but i can assure u, it might turn out real ulgy.

I had a taste of that once, and once is enough for me already, the very thought is still fresh in my mind. I can still remember telling someone that i liked her and the next thing i know, the whole universe has turned it's back on me.

So why dun i just keep everything to myself, shut the hell up and pretend nothing has ever happened. This way, although i might feel real miserable, but at least i get to keep what's already in my hands- Our friendship.

Always remember... Lessers of two Evils...

Sigh... If u ask me how much i want to let her know how i feel? Haha... Verrrry Verrry Much...

Haha... But then again u all can't do anything, coz u all dunnoe who she is, haha... so the choice is still up to me. haha...

Sigh... Dilemma...

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