I'm so Exhausted...
For once, i really dunnoe what to write, it's not that i have nothing to write, it's just that there's too much going thru my mind that i just dunnoe where to start or what to write about.
To begin, it's a damn lonely night for me, i have a long weekend starting tomorrow but no one to go out with! What the fuck right? i thought such would be a thing of the past after i ORD. For those who dunnoe, during my army days, my off days or "free" days were always on a working weekday. People go work, i play, people play i work... WTF... everything i end up doing alone.
In fact since then, i've been doing it so often that i become numb to this loneliness that it became a part of my life. Eat alone, Shop alone, watch movie alone and best, i can be happy doing so. haha... Alot of people say i should change my lifestyle, even my mom ask me to go out more instead of staying at home all the time. Haha... But siao ah? No money how to keep going out? haha...
Ok, to make one thing clear, it's not that i dun have friends, i have lots of friends, just that our schedules dun fit into each other and we have to plan in advance to meet up, so we dun get to meet up that often. Actually, if u realised the friends u spend the most time with are those people u are working with or for those in school, your fellow classmates. Coz for a simple fact, u all share the same schedule so it's easier to coordinate. Next in line would be your closer friends where u would take the trouble to meet up even if u have a packed schedule and lastly your other friends where u would just try to fit into your schedule if u have the time.
This afternoon, Steve, Jaz & Me were chatting over lunch on our perception of happiness and i defined happiness as having alot of money. Frankly speaking lah, money may not bring happiness but u sure can buy things to make u happy instead. Actually as a matter of fact, shopping makes me damn happy! haha... Ok, let me quote an example of how to use money to buy happiness:
It's friday night and u're bored and single, so what to do? haha... Well money definately can't buy u love but it can buy u an Xbox 360 and u can play your weekend away... In fact if i really have nothing to do, i could actually spend the whole month playing games. haha...
Frankly speaking lah, If i really have lots of money, having a gf would be the last thing on my mind. There would be plenty to do liao. Remember, nothing in this world is free, what u enjoy cost money. Well, some cost more than others, while some dun really cost that much but the bottom line is, NOTHING IS FREE...
Actually the most expensive luxury someone could have is not a car or a house or a boat or a plane, but a girlfriend. (Ok... for a gal, maybe a useless boyfriend...). It's an investment which requires high maintainance with low returns... haha... OMG... If u get married, congrets, haha... prepare to pay for the rest of your life. My point is, only get one if u can afford it!
Anyway if that investment turns out to be a high return, then u can go jump off a building liao, it means that u are damn useless and she is more capable than u. I would be damn happy if i would just get moderate return, provided if i could maintain the investment. haha...
Sometimes it really puzzled me how some people can have 2 or 3 girlfrends at the same time, or a husband having a mistress. KNN... It's either they are damn rich to keep up the maintaince or just plan crazy and dun understand the value of money. But i think some guys think it's a status symbol coz the more gf u have means the richer u are. Wah... i say they are SIAO... If u are damn rich, give some to the poor lah or buy me an Xbox 360... haha...
Anyway i wanna congrets Huiwei & Marshall, i wanna wish u both a blissful marriage. : )
For once, i really dunnoe what to write, it's not that i have nothing to write, it's just that there's too much going thru my mind that i just dunnoe where to start or what to write about.
To begin, it's a damn lonely night for me, i have a long weekend starting tomorrow but no one to go out with! What the fuck right? i thought such would be a thing of the past after i ORD. For those who dunnoe, during my army days, my off days or "free" days were always on a working weekday. People go work, i play, people play i work... WTF... everything i end up doing alone.
In fact since then, i've been doing it so often that i become numb to this loneliness that it became a part of my life. Eat alone, Shop alone, watch movie alone and best, i can be happy doing so. haha... Alot of people say i should change my lifestyle, even my mom ask me to go out more instead of staying at home all the time. Haha... But siao ah? No money how to keep going out? haha...
Ok, to make one thing clear, it's not that i dun have friends, i have lots of friends, just that our schedules dun fit into each other and we have to plan in advance to meet up, so we dun get to meet up that often. Actually, if u realised the friends u spend the most time with are those people u are working with or for those in school, your fellow classmates. Coz for a simple fact, u all share the same schedule so it's easier to coordinate. Next in line would be your closer friends where u would take the trouble to meet up even if u have a packed schedule and lastly your other friends where u would just try to fit into your schedule if u have the time.
This afternoon, Steve, Jaz & Me were chatting over lunch on our perception of happiness and i defined happiness as having alot of money. Frankly speaking lah, money may not bring happiness but u sure can buy things to make u happy instead. Actually as a matter of fact, shopping makes me damn happy! haha... Ok, let me quote an example of how to use money to buy happiness:
It's friday night and u're bored and single, so what to do? haha... Well money definately can't buy u love but it can buy u an Xbox 360 and u can play your weekend away... In fact if i really have nothing to do, i could actually spend the whole month playing games. haha...
Frankly speaking lah, If i really have lots of money, having a gf would be the last thing on my mind. There would be plenty to do liao. Remember, nothing in this world is free, what u enjoy cost money. Well, some cost more than others, while some dun really cost that much but the bottom line is, NOTHING IS FREE...
Actually the most expensive luxury someone could have is not a car or a house or a boat or a plane, but a girlfriend. (Ok... for a gal, maybe a useless boyfriend...). It's an investment which requires high maintainance with low returns... haha... OMG... If u get married, congrets, haha... prepare to pay for the rest of your life. My point is, only get one if u can afford it!
Anyway if that investment turns out to be a high return, then u can go jump off a building liao, it means that u are damn useless and she is more capable than u. I would be damn happy if i would just get moderate return, provided if i could maintain the investment. haha...
Sometimes it really puzzled me how some people can have 2 or 3 girlfrends at the same time, or a husband having a mistress. KNN... It's either they are damn rich to keep up the maintaince or just plan crazy and dun understand the value of money. But i think some guys think it's a status symbol coz the more gf u have means the richer u are. Wah... i say they are SIAO... If u are damn rich, give some to the poor lah or buy me an Xbox 360... haha...
Anyway i wanna congrets Huiwei & Marshall, i wanna wish u both a blissful marriage. : )
