Spring Cleaning!!
Surprisingly after i ORD i've not kept all my army stuff till yesterday. OMG... so many things!! actually half are junks lah. Yesterday i threw away 1 black trash bag of rubbish and today another black trash bag of rubbish.
Haha... Can't be helped, back when i was in the army, u might never know what would come in handy one day so u kept everything. haha... Only when u ORD already u realised half of the things u will never use in the civilian world. haha... Which means half of what u do in army has no relation to the real world... haha... Dun get me? haha... U will if u have been in the army.
Anyway if i were to pack up all my army stuff i would have to clear up some cupboard space for it. Unfortunately space is not a luxury in my room, so somethings must go. Basically i have removed a quarter of the stuff in my cupboard which has now become trash... Haha... Not exactly lah, but they are no longer useful or needed, hence taking up space. Then somethings must be relocated to more appropriate places, to maximise space usage...
Oh it's great time for me to do some repacking, some of the things i dun even know where i left them till i did my packing today.
Surprisingly i managed to packed all my army stuffs into one section of the cupboard! haha... And i made it easily accessible too! Just for those soon to come ICTs... IN CAMP TRAININGS! Argh....
In this world, somethings could easily be thrown away but somethings could not. I have somethings that i have a hard time packing, even till now i could not pack them up or do anything about them. Just brings about lots of feelings seeing them. No, i'm not sentimental, but i am human. Humans have feelings and memories.
U can ignore these feelings and memories but u can never get rid of them, they will become a part of u. U can hid them but one day u would somehow bound to dig them up again. Just like somethings we keep in the cupboard, hiden from view, almost forgotten until one day u decides to pack your cupboard then u realised it has been there all along.
Throw them away u would say, but it's not such a simple matter. It has became a part of my memory already, if i throw them away, i would not feel right, becoz i could not throw the memories away. If i were to throw, it would only be the reminder i'm throwing away. The memories still remains.
Life is full of dilemmas.
What u can do is live with it like it has been in the cupboard, once in a while take them out to have a look. Just like your memories, where once in a while u would sit back and remember somethings. Good or bad, happy or sad, it will never be washed away. It might make u smile, it might hurt, it might make u laugh, it might make u cry, whatever it might, it makes u more human. ^_^
Your existance of your life is in your memories, to forget them is to forget about yourself. What u were and what u are. Somethings i really wished i could forget but what would be of me now if i dun have these memories. Happier? Would i have known happiness without knowing sadness? And if i've not known happiness before, would i have known what is sadness?
Haha... Jonathan is so profound again... haha...
If u don't understand what i'm saying now most probably u will later on.
Anyway i'm listening to 張學友's 怎麼捨得妳. It's a very very nice song... Very touching lah. Too bad i can't load the damn song onto my blog if not i could share it with u all. If u all have the time go download to listen or something. It's a cantonese song lah, the chinese version is called 不想失去你. Er... the intro portion of the chinese version sounds a bit funny lah, but after that it's ok. Hee... But i still prefer the cantonese one more. It has more meaning and it also means more to me!
Below is the mtv of the chinese version, 不想失去你~ Enjoy!
Too Bad i can't find the cantonese version one though...
But if u all are wondering what are the lyrics for the cantonese one, it's below...
怎麼捨得你
張學友 曲:黃國倫 詞:潘源良
紅笑臉 紅裙 紅絲巾
白紙般 坦率 還天真
一對眼 水晶般吸引
流轉的舞步 像浮雲
忘記你 但仍然想起
愈想起 更加難入寐
緊抱你 抱緊的只得空氣
明知得不到你 何必再要記起
* 一絲絲 一點點 燒毀憶記
一幅幅 一聲聲 又復燃起
怎麼捨得你
任由我 腸斷至死
戀一生 差一些 不可一起
祇一心 等一天 日月如飛
卻等不到你
願忘記 又想起你 *
情與愛 是無從更改
未更改 卻因何分開
失去你 才明白未可捨棄
但始終祝福你 寧願我這田地
Repeat * *
Surprisingly after i ORD i've not kept all my army stuff till yesterday. OMG... so many things!! actually half are junks lah. Yesterday i threw away 1 black trash bag of rubbish and today another black trash bag of rubbish.
Haha... Can't be helped, back when i was in the army, u might never know what would come in handy one day so u kept everything. haha... Only when u ORD already u realised half of the things u will never use in the civilian world. haha... Which means half of what u do in army has no relation to the real world... haha... Dun get me? haha... U will if u have been in the army.
Anyway if i were to pack up all my army stuff i would have to clear up some cupboard space for it. Unfortunately space is not a luxury in my room, so somethings must go. Basically i have removed a quarter of the stuff in my cupboard which has now become trash... Haha... Not exactly lah, but they are no longer useful or needed, hence taking up space. Then somethings must be relocated to more appropriate places, to maximise space usage...
Oh it's great time for me to do some repacking, some of the things i dun even know where i left them till i did my packing today.
Surprisingly i managed to packed all my army stuffs into one section of the cupboard! haha... And i made it easily accessible too! Just for those soon to come ICTs... IN CAMP TRAININGS! Argh....
In this world, somethings could easily be thrown away but somethings could not. I have somethings that i have a hard time packing, even till now i could not pack them up or do anything about them. Just brings about lots of feelings seeing them. No, i'm not sentimental, but i am human. Humans have feelings and memories.
U can ignore these feelings and memories but u can never get rid of them, they will become a part of u. U can hid them but one day u would somehow bound to dig them up again. Just like somethings we keep in the cupboard, hiden from view, almost forgotten until one day u decides to pack your cupboard then u realised it has been there all along.
Throw them away u would say, but it's not such a simple matter. It has became a part of my memory already, if i throw them away, i would not feel right, becoz i could not throw the memories away. If i were to throw, it would only be the reminder i'm throwing away. The memories still remains.
Life is full of dilemmas.
What u can do is live with it like it has been in the cupboard, once in a while take them out to have a look. Just like your memories, where once in a while u would sit back and remember somethings. Good or bad, happy or sad, it will never be washed away. It might make u smile, it might hurt, it might make u laugh, it might make u cry, whatever it might, it makes u more human. ^_^
Your existance of your life is in your memories, to forget them is to forget about yourself. What u were and what u are. Somethings i really wished i could forget but what would be of me now if i dun have these memories. Happier? Would i have known happiness without knowing sadness? And if i've not known happiness before, would i have known what is sadness?
Haha... Jonathan is so profound again... haha...
If u don't understand what i'm saying now most probably u will later on.
Anyway i'm listening to 張學友's 怎麼捨得妳. It's a very very nice song... Very touching lah. Too bad i can't load the damn song onto my blog if not i could share it with u all. If u all have the time go download to listen or something. It's a cantonese song lah, the chinese version is called 不想失去你. Er... the intro portion of the chinese version sounds a bit funny lah, but after that it's ok. Hee... But i still prefer the cantonese one more. It has more meaning and it also means more to me!
Below is the mtv of the chinese version, 不想失去你~ Enjoy!
Too Bad i can't find the cantonese version one though...
But if u all are wondering what are the lyrics for the cantonese one, it's below...
怎麼捨得你
張學友 曲:黃國倫 詞:潘源良
紅笑臉 紅裙 紅絲巾
白紙般 坦率 還天真
一對眼 水晶般吸引
流轉的舞步 像浮雲
忘記你 但仍然想起
愈想起 更加難入寐
緊抱你 抱緊的只得空氣
明知得不到你 何必再要記起
* 一絲絲 一點點 燒毀憶記
一幅幅 一聲聲 又復燃起
怎麼捨得你
任由我 腸斷至死
戀一生 差一些 不可一起
祇一心 等一天 日月如飛
卻等不到你
願忘記 又想起你 *
情與愛 是無從更改
未更改 卻因何分開
失去你 才明白未可捨棄
但始終祝福你 寧願我這田地
Repeat * *
Excellent, love it!
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