Disappointment...
Why must i always be disappointed, time after time.
Why give me something only to have it taken away in the end.
Why give me hope only to make me despair in the end.
Why give me joy when it's less than a brief moment.
Why tempt me when u have no intention of giving.
Why make me believe when there would be no outcome.
Why let me live only to see my soul dies.
*Sigh* I dun think i can take this anymore.
Why has my life never been smooth sailing? Nor does it ever had a good start or a good ending.
Anyway sorry to disappoint u all too, i missed my Round 3, and not because of me but because the interviewer did not sent the email notification to me. All Round 3 interviews have now cease. Now currently they have all moved on to Round 4.
For most of u guys should know by now what interview i went for. For those who dun, sorry to keep u all in the dark for so long, it was supposed to be a surprise. But unfortunately, seems like now no point keeping it a secret already coz there's nothing left to surprise.
Yes, ladies & gentlemen, i went for the SQ cabin crew interview. I made it all the way to Round 3, but guessed they missed out my name during the administration part. With so many interviewees there bound to be some error during data entry, but guess that 5% error have got to be me. Who else right? Who else can fill this profile of suayness.
Frankly i've already got used to it, I'm used to life fucking me up. This is not the 1st time something stupid like that happened to me, if not i would have been devastated. A good example would be when i was back in school. i would always do very well for tests and just as i thot i would score A's in exams, the results would always come back very disappointing.
My god... think most people would have just go kill themselves...
Do u know how hard is to get it to round 3? My group started round 1 with 10 people, at the end of it only 5 emerged to move onto round 2. Out of the 5 in Round 2, 1 couldn't make it to the interview, while 2 more were eliminated. In the end only 2 made it to round 3. Me and another guy whom we have became friends.
Wow... now only 1 made it to Round 4, all thanks to the person who did not send me the email notification! Luckily the friend of mine made it thru the final round. If not group 89 would be damn pathetic.
Yah u heard me right! Group 89! there were like 200 groups for the 1st interview. Each group consist of 10 person. U do the math.
My only consolation is that the lady asked me to email her my name, IC no. Round 2 date, and she would schedule me for the next recruitment's round 3 which i could carry on from there. Unfortunately she said won't be any time soon! OMG... Have to wait again... But frankly, I hope she would really make those arrangements for me. I would be most grateful.
*Sigh* As for now, i have go find a part time job to tide me over if not i can go eat shit already!
Anyhow, i told Kurt about this and he said it might be a blessing in disguise since the pimples and post acne marks on my face have yet to recover, i could use this time to let my face heal.
Hopefully things would turn out that way.
Thanks everyone for your encouragement and support. If i have another chance, i would do my best! I will make it past all the rounds!
Those i still owe chocolates and treats i will still remember them one, a promise will always be a promise!
Why must i always be disappointed, time after time.
Why give me something only to have it taken away in the end.
Why give me hope only to make me despair in the end.
Why give me joy when it's less than a brief moment.
Why tempt me when u have no intention of giving.
Why make me believe when there would be no outcome.
Why let me live only to see my soul dies.
*Sigh* I dun think i can take this anymore.
Why has my life never been smooth sailing? Nor does it ever had a good start or a good ending.
Anyway sorry to disappoint u all too, i missed my Round 3, and not because of me but because the interviewer did not sent the email notification to me. All Round 3 interviews have now cease. Now currently they have all moved on to Round 4.
For most of u guys should know by now what interview i went for. For those who dun, sorry to keep u all in the dark for so long, it was supposed to be a surprise. But unfortunately, seems like now no point keeping it a secret already coz there's nothing left to surprise.
Yes, ladies & gentlemen, i went for the SQ cabin crew interview. I made it all the way to Round 3, but guessed they missed out my name during the administration part. With so many interviewees there bound to be some error during data entry, but guess that 5% error have got to be me. Who else right? Who else can fill this profile of suayness.
Frankly i've already got used to it, I'm used to life fucking me up. This is not the 1st time something stupid like that happened to me, if not i would have been devastated. A good example would be when i was back in school. i would always do very well for tests and just as i thot i would score A's in exams, the results would always come back very disappointing.
My god... think most people would have just go kill themselves...
Do u know how hard is to get it to round 3? My group started round 1 with 10 people, at the end of it only 5 emerged to move onto round 2. Out of the 5 in Round 2, 1 couldn't make it to the interview, while 2 more were eliminated. In the end only 2 made it to round 3. Me and another guy whom we have became friends.
Wow... now only 1 made it to Round 4, all thanks to the person who did not send me the email notification! Luckily the friend of mine made it thru the final round. If not group 89 would be damn pathetic.
Yah u heard me right! Group 89! there were like 200 groups for the 1st interview. Each group consist of 10 person. U do the math.
My only consolation is that the lady asked me to email her my name, IC no. Round 2 date, and she would schedule me for the next recruitment's round 3 which i could carry on from there. Unfortunately she said won't be any time soon! OMG... Have to wait again... But frankly, I hope she would really make those arrangements for me. I would be most grateful.
*Sigh* As for now, i have go find a part time job to tide me over if not i can go eat shit already!
Anyhow, i told Kurt about this and he said it might be a blessing in disguise since the pimples and post acne marks on my face have yet to recover, i could use this time to let my face heal.
Hopefully things would turn out that way.
Thanks everyone for your encouragement and support. If i have another chance, i would do my best! I will make it past all the rounds!
Those i still owe chocolates and treats i will still remember them one, a promise will always be a promise!
At least it is not the end. I've already made it thru all the interviews, even my medical checkup and im suppose to wait a week for their call, BUT they didnt call! Everyone in my grp has gotten theirs except mine. How sad right =( They shouldnt have gave me such high hopes.
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