Oh Fuck!!
i was blogging halfway just now then i went to restart my damn computer without saving my work. Fuck!! All no thanks to the damn MS Window Updater. I just downloaded the update and the fucker kept prompting me to restart my computer. I press the "Restart Later" button 4 times throughout my work until the fifth time i press the wrong one! The "Restart Now" button! Then all my work all gone! I almost finished typing already u know! Now must restart all over again! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway i'm very pissed... Cut the long story short. Here's a summary of today's post:
Welcome back from ATEC Thailand all my 3 coy friends. Hope u kick those bloody ATEC Opforce butts. Glad to see u all back. Anyway i heard battalion mission gonna fight here in singapore is it? Haha... Just hang in there lah, going to be over soon! ORD just round the corner.
Then the news of 2 poor suckers got shot by farmers in thailand were true after all. Both are ATEC controllers lah, our camp people, either CRF or SOF lah. How the fuck they get shot i wouldn't know. Most prob act or say something stupid, not unheard of of singaporeans, especially SAF regulars... haha... Anyway they got hit by a shotgun, one in the shoulder and one in the face.
From what i see of it most probably was from a damn far away distance, >50m, coz they are still alive. If not they won't have anything left. haha... Most probably both got hit by the same shot coz the pellets will disperse upon firing so... it make sense that the dispersion hit both guys. One in the face the other in the shoulder if they were standing together.
Then yesterday, Me, Kenn Chng, Foo & Fong (yes... welcome back to singapore fong!) went to Marina Square's Sakae Sushi for dinner. Wah... The queue damn long, the waiting is also damn long! Haha... But want to eat good food and yet on a tight budget so no choice lor. In the end we split the cost it worked out to be $13 per person so quite worth it!
Anyway that's beside the point, we met out for dinner and also to discuss a certain someone's problem. Very troubling indeed.
Er... Actually is no big deal lah, everyone have to go thru it one time or another, i've been thru it, so has Ah foo...
Well the problem is Love...
Oh damn it lah, actually just now i've type one whole very profound meaning on love then i go and restart the computer. ok... Long story short, here goes...
Love is many things (Love is Patient, Love is Kind, Love is Unconditional, etc...), but love is also a freedom of choice, we choose who we want to be with and no one can force us. If u force love then it is not called love any more. Love is being with someone dispite everything under the sun and yet it doesn't require anything in return.
Love cannot be traded, u can't buy love, u don't buy gifts or give lots of money hoping someone would love u back. Love is not a trade. If u really could buy love, than u might have to worry about your rich best friend, her richer next door neighbour and that fucking richest MP daddy's son. There would be so many things to worry about if that is the case.
In actual fact, love is free, it doesn't cost a penny, yet it is priceless because, nothing in this world can buy it, it has to be given to u and u would be the only one to have it. Yet u don't own it, because it is not traded and u don't buy it, so it could be taken back anytime. It is something like... i lent u this pen, u can use it all u want, but when i realised u do not need it anymore or i need it more than u, i can take it back. If u dun return the pen what would that make of u?
For me i would like love to be free. Given to me only because the girl wants me to have her love and not neccessary i deserve it u know (which explains why some bastards get the gal... haha...). But at least it put my mind at ease, i'll be happy to know that the person loves me not because i can provide for her, not because i earn lots of money, have the most respectable job or drives a damn cool car, not because i'm nice to her or buy her lots of gifts but only because shs wants to...
Being nice to someone who loves u is something like a token of appreciation. The person doesn't expect all these of u. Love has never been about reward. Likewise u don't return love for love. U love the person only because u wanted to, not because that person loves u first...
Because, someday down the road, someone begins to lose that loving feeling, will u not love that person anymore?
Wahhh... So profound... haha... Anyone like to argue that? Post it on my tagboard!
i was blogging halfway just now then i went to restart my damn computer without saving my work. Fuck!! All no thanks to the damn MS Window Updater. I just downloaded the update and the fucker kept prompting me to restart my computer. I press the "Restart Later" button 4 times throughout my work until the fifth time i press the wrong one! The "Restart Now" button! Then all my work all gone! I almost finished typing already u know! Now must restart all over again! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway i'm very pissed... Cut the long story short. Here's a summary of today's post:
Welcome back from ATEC Thailand all my 3 coy friends. Hope u kick those bloody ATEC Opforce butts. Glad to see u all back. Anyway i heard battalion mission gonna fight here in singapore is it? Haha... Just hang in there lah, going to be over soon! ORD just round the corner.
Then the news of 2 poor suckers got shot by farmers in thailand were true after all. Both are ATEC controllers lah, our camp people, either CRF or SOF lah. How the fuck they get shot i wouldn't know. Most prob act or say something stupid, not unheard of of singaporeans, especially SAF regulars... haha... Anyway they got hit by a shotgun, one in the shoulder and one in the face.
From what i see of it most probably was from a damn far away distance, >50m, coz they are still alive. If not they won't have anything left. haha... Most probably both got hit by the same shot coz the pellets will disperse upon firing so... it make sense that the dispersion hit both guys. One in the face the other in the shoulder if they were standing together.
Then yesterday, Me, Kenn Chng, Foo & Fong (yes... welcome back to singapore fong!) went to Marina Square's Sakae Sushi for dinner. Wah... The queue damn long, the waiting is also damn long! Haha... But want to eat good food and yet on a tight budget so no choice lor. In the end we split the cost it worked out to be $13 per person so quite worth it!
Anyway that's beside the point, we met out for dinner and also to discuss a certain someone's problem. Very troubling indeed.
Er... Actually is no big deal lah, everyone have to go thru it one time or another, i've been thru it, so has Ah foo...
Well the problem is Love...
Oh damn it lah, actually just now i've type one whole very profound meaning on love then i go and restart the computer. ok... Long story short, here goes...
Love is many things (Love is Patient, Love is Kind, Love is Unconditional, etc...), but love is also a freedom of choice, we choose who we want to be with and no one can force us. If u force love then it is not called love any more. Love is being with someone dispite everything under the sun and yet it doesn't require anything in return.
Love cannot be traded, u can't buy love, u don't buy gifts or give lots of money hoping someone would love u back. Love is not a trade. If u really could buy love, than u might have to worry about your rich best friend, her richer next door neighbour and that fucking richest MP daddy's son. There would be so many things to worry about if that is the case.
In actual fact, love is free, it doesn't cost a penny, yet it is priceless because, nothing in this world can buy it, it has to be given to u and u would be the only one to have it. Yet u don't own it, because it is not traded and u don't buy it, so it could be taken back anytime. It is something like... i lent u this pen, u can use it all u want, but when i realised u do not need it anymore or i need it more than u, i can take it back. If u dun return the pen what would that make of u?
For me i would like love to be free. Given to me only because the girl wants me to have her love and not neccessary i deserve it u know (which explains why some bastards get the gal... haha...). But at least it put my mind at ease, i'll be happy to know that the person loves me not because i can provide for her, not because i earn lots of money, have the most respectable job or drives a damn cool car, not because i'm nice to her or buy her lots of gifts but only because shs wants to...
Being nice to someone who loves u is something like a token of appreciation. The person doesn't expect all these of u. Love has never been about reward. Likewise u don't return love for love. U love the person only because u wanted to, not because that person loves u first...Because, someday down the road, someone begins to lose that loving feeling, will u not love that person anymore?
Wahhh... So profound... haha... Anyone like to argue that? Post it on my tagboard!
If only love were like a fairy tale and love begets love, recipocrated to one another naturally, an instinct-like action. If only ah ....
Love is simple. And it's only one way. If you're lucky, someone will love you back.
Don't worry. 706days of singlehood isn't too bad. It's not even 2 years. LoL
That's usually not even enough for a girl to get over a guy! Relax la. Despite your consistent commenting that you're happy being single, i think you're not. Especially not when you put the number of days you've been single on ur profile dude. Chill~
-kelvin
p.s. you really blog alot siah. Took me 1 hour to read until May 2006. Crazy siah~ hahaha
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