I'm so tired...
Getting tired of everything. Wished instead i could be more motivated.
I mean, do anyone still remember the days back in army, the feeling where the word 'worse' knows no end, it clings on u, dragging, the road ahead seems never ending? U do not scream, because that is the last breath of air in your lungs. U are out of breath, out of air, suffocating. As the saying goes, " the only easy day was yesterday..."
How true.
Tired is the word, perhaps i need a vacation, ALONE. Spend time with myself, appreciate the hardwork that i've put in for everything i've done. Do something for myself for once. Learn to be happy that i still have ME, that i've not lost myself, lose myself to all the senseless pursuits that seems to yield no results.
Sigh... Mentally i feel so drained.
Do i really sounds so "all-about-myself"? That seems like my problem is the biggest? Everybody has their own fair share of problem yet what give me the right to complain right? But yet why when some people rant so much people are so willing to offer to listen. A flood of listeners and a tidal wave of consolation and care. In short, everyone has problem but not everyone has the right to rant. This is life, it's never meant to be fair.
Perhaps i should start redefining the word happiness.
Perhaps happiness is to expect non and if kindness decides to give u back a little in return, it would seems like heaven. That's pathetic, but very human.
Maybe i should go Tibet or something, rethink my life all over again. Spend like "7Years Days in Tibet". hahaha...
Anyway i just got back from Delhi, no one wanna go out with me so i went downtown, Connuaght place all by myself. It was a good choice, i spend less than SGD60 there including transport, meals and shopping as compare to staying in the hotel ordering room service which would have cost me SGD50 already.
But the hotel is super nice though... just super EXPENSIVE.
The Maurya New Delhi. I just love the lobby Ceiling...
Connuaght Place sound so "colonialist" right? haha... but that's what i love about India, Ok, let's not mention certain things, but india does retains some of it's colonial day charm, the old world charm. It's like a walk back in time. Almost romantic... ALMOST... haha...
To be frank i was rather reluctant to go out, there was no company and i'm freaking tired, maybe i should just stay indoors. But come to think of it, i would be study next year and i would have less time or rather no time for sightseeing, i must well make the best out of every trip i have left. Soon it would be just staying in the room mugging for exams.
I changed, stepped out of the hotel and took a cab. Haha... on the way there the cab driver told me that in the past month, 3 bombs rocked that area. haha... WAH... THANKS LOR... But then again, i'm a commando, nothing faze me.
The gals were also not interested in going out, coz they felt with the bomb blast and everything was damn dangerous. Well, when u have a boyfriend to live for your life suddenly become more valuable, u suddenly see your life ahead of u. haha... LOL... Anyway i realised some of the senior crew did went out eventually, just that no one told anyone coz they all have their own plans and objective to accomplish, besides, they all knew they will get back the same response i got.
Finally here, the sky above india.
Connaught Place.
The open air market. Bargain hard and get the most out of this place. If not they will eat u up. haha...
Road side store. anyway one hungry? haha... but smells good though...
And i love the smell of this, roasted sweet potatoes... They roast it in a flower pot. haha... So funny! haha... But seriously smell damn good!
Oh... that time in PVG i was telling Chin Chun i feel like Jason Bourne, haha... like i'm everywhere in the world, act like u know where u are going but actually u dun really know where the fuck u're going to. haha... Just pretend and run all over the place.
The underground Bazaar.
THe Cheapest books in the world can be found here. The same book for 1/3 of the price anywhere. 200 Rupees after discount? noooo... go for 100! Must bargain! Or u will end up like the people below. haha...
Heee... Kanna Conned again, FOREVER! EVERYWHERE! haha...
OMG... can u believe this! haha... MACDONALDS... haha... My dinner packed, to enjoy back in the hotel room.
My choice of books.... haha... They say we are all defined by what we read.
Oh... Someone's book is there! haha... i'll pass u soon lah, when u have time.
Getting tired of everything. Wished instead i could be more motivated.
I mean, do anyone still remember the days back in army, the feeling where the word 'worse' knows no end, it clings on u, dragging, the road ahead seems never ending? U do not scream, because that is the last breath of air in your lungs. U are out of breath, out of air, suffocating. As the saying goes, " the only easy day was yesterday..."
How true.
Tired is the word, perhaps i need a vacation, ALONE. Spend time with myself, appreciate the hardwork that i've put in for everything i've done. Do something for myself for once. Learn to be happy that i still have ME, that i've not lost myself, lose myself to all the senseless pursuits that seems to yield no results.
Sigh... Mentally i feel so drained.
Do i really sounds so "all-about-myself"? That seems like my problem is the biggest? Everybody has their own fair share of problem yet what give me the right to complain right? But yet why when some people rant so much people are so willing to offer to listen. A flood of listeners and a tidal wave of consolation and care. In short, everyone has problem but not everyone has the right to rant. This is life, it's never meant to be fair.
Perhaps i should start redefining the word happiness.
Perhaps happiness is to expect non and if kindness decides to give u back a little in return, it would seems like heaven. That's pathetic, but very human.
Maybe i should go Tibet or something, rethink my life all over again. Spend like "7
Anyway i just got back from Delhi, no one wanna go out with me so i went downtown, Connuaght place all by myself. It was a good choice, i spend less than SGD60 there including transport, meals and shopping as compare to staying in the hotel ordering room service which would have cost me SGD50 already.
But the hotel is super nice though... just super EXPENSIVE.
The Maurya New Delhi. I just love the lobby Ceiling...
Connuaght Place sound so "colonialist" right? haha... but that's what i love about India, Ok, let's not mention certain things, but india does retains some of it's colonial day charm, the old world charm. It's like a walk back in time. Almost romantic... ALMOST... haha...
To be frank i was rather reluctant to go out, there was no company and i'm freaking tired, maybe i should just stay indoors. But come to think of it, i would be study next year and i would have less time or rather no time for sightseeing, i must well make the best out of every trip i have left. Soon it would be just staying in the room mugging for exams.
I changed, stepped out of the hotel and took a cab. Haha... on the way there the cab driver told me that in the past month, 3 bombs rocked that area. haha... WAH... THANKS LOR... But then again, i'm a commando, nothing faze me.
The gals were also not interested in going out, coz they felt with the bomb blast and everything was damn dangerous. Well, when u have a boyfriend to live for your life suddenly become more valuable, u suddenly see your life ahead of u. haha... LOL... Anyway i realised some of the senior crew did went out eventually, just that no one told anyone coz they all have their own plans and objective to accomplish, besides, they all knew they will get back the same response i got.
Finally here, the sky above india.
Connaught Place.
The open air market. Bargain hard and get the most out of this place. If not they will eat u up. haha...
Road side store. anyway one hungry? haha... but smells good though...
And i love the smell of this, roasted sweet potatoes... They roast it in a flower pot. haha... So funny! haha... But seriously smell damn good!
Oh... that time in PVG i was telling Chin Chun i feel like Jason Bourne, haha... like i'm everywhere in the world, act like u know where u are going but actually u dun really know where the fuck u're going to. haha... Just pretend and run all over the place.
The underground Bazaar.
THe Cheapest books in the world can be found here. The same book for 1/3 of the price anywhere. 200 Rupees after discount? noooo... go for 100! Must bargain! Or u will end up like the people below. haha...
Heee... Kanna Conned again, FOREVER! EVERYWHERE! haha...
OMG... can u believe this! haha... MACDONALDS... haha... My dinner packed, to enjoy back in the hotel room.
My choice of books.... haha... They say we are all defined by what we read.
Oh... Someone's book is there! haha... i'll pass u soon lah, when u have time.
There is nothing fair in this world. :)
What is yours will be yours.
Jiayou la
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