Saturday, April 28, 2007 

Offday with Lynn.
Met up with Lynn yesterday. After she was being transfered out to another team and all team flights being abolished. It has been a quite some time since we last saw each other.

Was supposingly just a short 3 to 4 hour of lunch and catch up session before meeting with the army mates, but turned out to be a full day outing. haha... All thanks to Damien and gang who got some camp briefing, ending up the army mate outing being cancelled.

Instead, told Chin Chun that we'll meet up after i come back from Sydney on the 30th. Oh GOD... Sydney... Of all flight... But good thing though, it's a late night flight, at least it's not the 219.

Anyway Lynn had to requisite a new set of uniform so i met up with her at Somerset at 2pm and accompany her to the tailor after our lunch at Cineleisure. While Lynn was having her measurement taken, i chatted with the tailor aunties and turned out they were really friendly. haha... and surprisingly, they were well-travelled too! They have been to europe and India. INDIA LEH... haha... which singaporean will go India for travelling!?! Few...

What was supposed to be a half hour stop at the tailor turn out to last for nearly 2 hours. It started to rain, and the tailor aunties invited us for coffee. haha... So sweet right? haha... So we continued our chat till finally the rain stopped.

Lynn wanted to go to the DFS at Scotts road but the rain came on and off, so we took refuge at Taka, walked around and had Tea at TOAST, one of the little restaurants located outside, at the back of Taka. Continued our chat on life, relationships and as usual, work and flying.

We always will come to a point where we talked about what we want to do in the future. But there is always no definate answer. Sometimes there is no way to plan so many years ahead. Only can reply on our strength as human being with the ability to adapt to whatever that's ahead.
U cannot predict the future, but u always adapt to the uncertainty of the future.

The rain stopped and we continued our way to DFS. hee... actually was supposed to be window shopping but instead it turned into be a real shopping trip. Lynn told me that crew have 10% discount here.


haha... WAH... tempted.

While making our way thru all the boutiques at DFS, we saw this damn nice wallet at Gucci, haha... asked the sales person if there is crew discount for Gucci here and got back a "YES"... haha... Coz not all brands at DFS has crew discount and sadly a no for LV as well. But then again, i've never been a LV fan.


Haha... With the drop in Euro and the crew discounts, the temptation was just too great. A drop in Euro meant that the wallet is now $30 cheaper than the original stated price and with our 10% crew discount... hee... Had to get it already. All we have to do first is show our crew pass and get the discount slip at the customer service counter on the 4th level.

Then Lynn asked the ultimate question, "U got bring crew pass ah?"

Hahaha... OFCOZ LAH! haha... Crew pass is also a discount card to lots of shops and chill-out places in town lor! Plus overseas as well lor! Never leave home without it. Just like the slogan of the Mastercard. haha...


Haha... Lynn also happy already, now she could get her Burberry bag that she has been eyeing since she walked into the DFS store. What's more, it's only available in DFS here. Best part, she found the last piece while we were at the 4th level looking for the customer service counter.

The damaged?

haha... after the drop in Euro and the crew discount, I got my wallet for $387, the original price on the price tag was $460. haha... Really saved alot lor. Lynn got her Burberry bag for $470 plus after the 10% discount. haha... Now i know how tai tais feel liao. haha...


Later while walking around town, we were talking about how Gucci and LV has became a common sight already. It's a "must have" item for gal, even the teenages that are not even out of school. U walk around town u see the numerous LV speedy bags. But what's amazing is that gals are willing to buy them in Singapore and at full price- something we will seldom do. Well, maybe it's not they who buy, but their boyfriends or whoever...

It's easier for us to get coz we could get them overseas at cheaper price due to the currency difference, place of manufacture and discounted rates.
For example, in Auckland DFS i could get LV up to 50% discount at one time. Just that it's a bit troublesome coz we made our order at the DFS in the City but we can only collect it at the airport. It's not nice for the entire set of crew to wait for u while u collect your shopping. It's always a mad rush for us once we reached the airport. There is very little time for shopping.

Haha... Well, with the exception of flight delays lah... where we are stuck at the airport with plenty of time to shop! So far only happened to me once. Can even have lunch after shopping lor. haha...

But i mean it's really amazing how people will give up an entire month salary for a bag.

I will only get one if i can more than afford it and still have plenty left for me to spend. But then again, even when i could afford it now, i'm still reluctant to get one. Maybe i find no such need for such a lavish bag. A bad is still a bag in the end. The Crumpler bag that i've gotten from Carina during my army days still served me till now. It's hardy, pratical and still in good condition till now!

Hmmmmmm... Maybe i will get one Gucci bag by year end as a reward for myself for working so hard. haha... Hey, it's not easy money u know.

Haha... Maybe spoiling myself might be a good enough reason. All these while i've been treating others better than myself, so it's time to pamper myself more. Or at least before i lose my singlehood, i should indulge more. haha... By then, my pay will have to start drawing up pie chats again.

But i still believe how people wanna spend their money it's their choice. There's a Hokkien saying that goes, "Hwa Hee Jiu Hoe". haha... losely translated, "happy can already"... haha... which is true. Do whatever that makes u happy. That's the meaning of life anyway.

After dinner at Cineleisure's Suki Sushi, we decided to take some neoprints to mark our shopping conquest. haha... But stupid us, we were so busy posing we forgot to take with our shopping goodies. haha... Which in the end defeats the purpose of us taking the neoprints. haha... So out came the cameraphone and snapped away. Thank god for 3magapixels cameraphones! haha...



What was supposed to be a simple lunch turned into 8 hours of walking, chatting, eating and shopping. haha... we finally called it a night and went back with our shopping bags and a little poorer. haha... But happier not to say the least.

Arghhhh... Called up for Sydney tonight. Damn... Oh well... got to make up for my Gucci wallet. haha... One Sydney flight for one wallet, not to mention it's a night flight. haha... Not a bad trade off. At least it beats my new roster anyway, all the turnarounds making my head spin already.
i think i'm going to throw up already... haha...

Thursday, April 26, 2007 

I Will NOT Settle for Anything LESS.
I will only aim for what my heart desires... i will not give in to moment of weakness, to other's opinion, to pressure, to whatever shit that comes my way.

I will never resign to fate for fate has seldom been kind to me. I will grit my teeth and press on. There will always be oppressing voices and i will shut them out. Friends will change sides, siding on the twisted views of this world and whatever they percieved as right.

But i will not bend, i shall do what is only right for me. To preserve the hope for my better future and to preserve the hope that other's have in me. I shall not bend to worldly pressure and succumb to defeat.

In life, everything will be tried by fire. Your stedfastness to your aim in life, your determination, your courage, your abilities and no less, your friendship.

No amount of heat and pressure will sway me from my goal. Instead it shall make me stronger, like a diamond created within the earth under tremendous forces. Even the brittlest of graphite can become a diamond. So can i.

As for friendship, it is the same. Thru time and hardship, it shall be strengthen. These trials of fire only serve to stengthen its bond. True friendships are the products of such. Who's brillance shines thru like stars in the night skies.

I shall fear nothing. For what that does not kills me makes me stronger.

I have almost forgotten, for the only easy day was yesterday. It wasn't too long ago that these words were the source of my motivation.

Days when the run seemed endless, when your throat is parch, your muscles burning, when the load on your back cuts into your shoulders. When your eyes could hardly stay open, when your legs buckled, when your arms are battered, bloodied and wrecked with pain. When fatigue is screaming at u to stop, when each second passes like torturous eternity and u feel like your mind is about to snap but yet u look up and kept on going.

haha... Those were the days, the life of a Commando.

We recieve no pity and we expect none. In life and in battlefield, we will never retreat. We will never give up. We will not die till we accomplished our mission.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007 

Please Return my Peace of Mind
Why when i thot life was returning back to normal, some complex problem would always creep up to worry me again. As if like a constant reminder that my life actually sucks. Why can't life just be simpler.

Sometime i wish i could leave it all, pack my bags and disappear from singapore. Maybe when i've saved enough i would do that. Pack up, leave for Auzzie to study and dun come back till time has fade everything away, then maybe i would come back. Sigh... Wishing for the sun to shine thru the storm right now.

Anyway time for me to go. Got a plane to catch. Catching my sleep in Bali tonight, be back tomolo. Maybe i could get my brief moment of peace there tonight! Take care guys!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007 

I will surivive!
haha... came back from Columbo Turn on Sunday. Surprisingly i was not alone on this flight after all! I had Angela's sister with me working in the same galley.
Saw Angela on MSN as i was about to go to sleep before the flight. She told me her sister would be working with me! i went to check my "crew on flight" and saw Angela's sister's name there! haha... So coincidental, 2 flights ago i did Taipei with Angela and now i'm doing Columbo with her sister.

haha... BUT THEN... we are working onboard the 772's "Happy Family", Basket, i suck on this Aircraft. True that it has a big galley and planty of crew, but its advantage is also our disadvantage. I told Angela lah, i pray her sister work J class lah if not behind sure die with me one. haha... But u can only hope so much... haha... During briefing, IFS gave out our work position and Angela's sister still kanna C7. haha...

Anyway we still survived. Turned out the service went rather well, even better than the last flight i did on a 772 back from Shanghai. Haha... And i have alot of people in my galley to thank for that.

Angela's sister is Grace, but i end up calling her Angela instead on flight. haha... But only once lah. haha... Look really alike from the back view. haha...

Went to have Claypot rice for dinner with Wendy that evening, the usual... Makan and chat. Then while accompanying her home on the train, she told me she dropped a Shot glass and a box of biscuit for me in my mailbox. I haven't been checking my mailbox regularly.

WAH... this morning before flight i rush to the mail room to open my mailbox. WAHhhhh... It was really there and there was a note for me! haha... So sweet right! Wendy u are the sweetest liao!

Too bad lah, recently all my flight are all turnaround, if not i can get something for u.


Anyway the gift really brighten my day! haha... Overbooked for BKK turn yet still smiling and feeling up to it! Sometimes, small things like these can make a big difference to a person's day. :)

Friday, April 20, 2007 

Yet another senseless day...
Blah blah blah... the usual thing. Usually when there's nothing much to say, someone will always make up something to say. A brand of ideology only to suit his liking, i almost burst out laughing in disbelief just that my better judgement tell me not to.

People call it politics, i say it's stubborness in disguise. Resistive to opinion, receptive to only empty senseless praises. Living each day in their own world, they bring about their own demise. But such is the attitude of many corporate personnels.

Rank give rise to power, but without wisdom, it feeds self obsession. Such is like a decay in a tooth, it will very soon bring a giant to its knees.

Dunnoe what i'm talking about? haha...

It will make more sense to u if u were in the rat race of the corporate world.

Exploit the enemy weakness and in many cases, character is always a loophole to take advantage of.

Went back to STC for my 4th 5th month Review this morning with Yiling. haha... our review was long overdued already.

Was supposed to meet yiling at 9:30 for breakfast but ended up both of us were late. Yiling asked if i wanted to meet her at the bus stop before walking in together? haha... Too long never been to STC so dun really remember which bus stop she was talking about, only till like 5 or 6 sms later till i figured out which bus stop she was talking about.

Anyway, i didn't have to meet her at the bus stop, coz once boarded the bus from Tanah Merah Station she was on the bus as well. WAH LAO... i never saw her so stunning before. Even for our Team dinner in Christ Church. I almost couldn't recognise her!

Violet and Wan was at STC as well. Violet was also there for her review, while Wan was there to accompany her.

Violet and Wan also gave the same respond when they saw Yiling. "WAHhhhhhhhhhhhhh..." haha... True lah, she looked really pretty today.

Anyway i saw Dave, a batch or two my junior at the office as well.

me:"HEy... What are doing here man!"
D:"4th month review..."
me:"I'm also here for my 4th month review... hey wait, it has been more than 4 months already!"
D:"haha..."

Anyway, nothing much for my review, just the "usual".

Settled my reservist thingi after the review then me, Wan, Violet and Yiling took a cab to orchard to catch WILD HOGS. haha... damn funny movie. I recommand everyone go watch it. haha...

Oh, we caught the trailer called BLADES OF GLORY, haha... must catch that too! damn freaking funny!

Violet went back after the movie coz she got Perth tonight, While Wan accompanied her. Me and Yiling carried on in Orchard and shopped awhile before we took a train back.

A Simple way to end a day.

NABEI... CMB turn tomolo night...

Thursday, April 19, 2007 

Balaclava with the Guys.
Yesterday afternoon went to sent Bee off to Hongkong. 1545 departure, Jetstar Asia, Terminal 1, haha... It has been such a long time since i've been to terminal 1. The last time was actually last year when i went to look for Nari and Jinny working at the Check in counter.

Eh... Bee never bring hand luggage only cargo. WAH... amazing leh. Go Hongkong sure shop one! haha... good luck! Now no extra stowage space! haha...

Anyway i was there at 2pm, Bee was still checking in. Actually Bee was just standing there while her mom was helping her queue. hahaha... lalala... Think Bee wanna beat me up liao... haha...

I was amazed at what people check in. WAH LAN... got this guy wanna check in this 40 something inch plasma TV lor. Siao leh... Then all kind of funny pattern like writing chinese characters on ribbons and attaching them to their cargo bag. haha... First of all there is no date, no flight number and the Passenger manifest is all in English. So your with your Chinese character written, it can't save u even if your bag was lost or something. haha... Dumb ass leh.

Tell u lah, if people wanna steal your bag, u write name also no use. If u scare your bag will not get loaded onto the flight or get lost somewhere, always write your name, flight number, date and destination. So they can trace the bag if found.

Anyway we had coffee and chatted for an hour before Bee have to head for the boarding gates liao. Poked a few more jokes at her before waving goodbye and going our seperate ways. haha... Bee to hong kong, her mom going home, while me... eh...

haha... Was supposed to be meeting Wendy lah, but change of plans so will be meeting her on the 22nd after i come back from my CMB turn in the morning.

Called the Foo Ji Kun and asked him if he wanna go chilled out or not. haha... Anyway it has been a long time since the guys had an outing. Time to plan one. So called up det 1 and friends to meet at Balaclava at 7. In the end managed to get Foo Ji Kun, Jason Ong, Sgt Lazy, Fong and Kurt to come. Surpisingly that TJW who said no at first came in the end too. haha... Heard it was Foo Ji Kun and Sgt Lazy "Ti Ti Gan" him till he came down. haha...

Foo also managed to Jio 2 of his friends along as well. haha... quite a crowd man!

Too bad for the NUS and NTU people, they were all having exams.

And just like old times, everyone was late.

I was freaking hungry so suggested to that Foo we go have dinner first since all was not here yet.

Actually last night i was damn proud of all the guys, me myself included... hee... i still remember back in those army days when we have to pool all our money together just to buy drinks, now we could actually whip out our cards and order drinks for the entire table. I bought the first round, then Foo's friend bought the 2nd round, Sgt lazy bought the third round. Working is definately a good thing. Suffer like shit but at least u get the spending power to enjoy yourself. Haha... and Foo treat me eat dinner. haha...






Left for supper around 11, went to the Kopitiam near SMU, while Sgt Lazy and Jason Ong continue their night at Zouk. haha... Wednesday night! Mambo! Maybe we'll plan for a mambo night once the NUS/NTU people finish their exams.

Supper was chop chop, just 45mins of tim sum and catching up then we all parted way.

haha... Really miss those good o' days. Although life was fucking miserable as a lowly paid NSF. Well... maybe not so miserable as the rest since we are commando and we get paid more, but it's still meager compare to the working world. But the suffering brought about a bond that no money can buy. A brotherhood forged by hardshipship through difficult times.

This is something that i will never trade for even for all the riches of this world and i will cherish for all of eternity. They are my friends, my comrade, MY BROTHERS!

Tuesday, April 17, 2007 

Back from Paris cum Liberation Day!
haha... i'm back! Actually i'm back in the morning then slept thru till the afternoon. Then recieved an unexpected sms from someone which really woke me up. My first instant was "OH SHIT" when i saw the name of the incoming msg. But after reading thru the sms, i realised my deliverance has arrived! haha...

Well, although i thought it was rather evil to think of things this way, but passing each day has been tormenting for me for the past weeks. So recieving this news was sort of a relieve.

Anyway i'm glad everything is returning back to normal, like it was before the 18th. Let's hope it stays that way and i'm intending to keep it that way.

I have also decided to quit the clubbing scene already. haha... Yah yah... Bee will be saying, "YA RIGHT". haha... but it's true. Maybe i'll be back for the occasional one or two drinking session, but there will be no more crazy drinking, partying cum dancing for me. Just good clean fun. Enough is enough.

Told Wendy i'm gonna quit clubbing! haha... She gave me the damn stunned face. haha... "WHY?..." haha... Why ah? haha... Somethings are better not known, just know that it's for the better good can liao.

Anyway friday the 13th wasn't that bad after all, managed to catch Angela and Wendy at Control before the flight and had a short chat before we all have to go for our individual briefings. Although was a full load to Paris, a night flight was always better to do.


Unfortunately didn't managed to do any sightseeing in Paris though. Just went for meals with the crew at the crew joint. Firstly i couldn't find any kakiis and secondly the 6 hour time difference made me damn jet-lagged. U feel damn sleepy even when it's still daytime and u are so wide awake when it's like 3am in the morning!

Then Sunday morning i recieved a call while i was still sleeping. I was like what the hell, the crew can actually wake up to meet for breakfast ah? haha... I picked up the phone and this gal on the other side of the line ask me to go wake up and go pee... haha... Basket! It was Lynn. haha... She came in on the 15th. I misread her roaster so i thot she would only be doing CDG on the 21st.

Haha... But it was really nice to hear from her, especially someone familiar in a foreign land. My god, in France everybody speak french. Learn french if u really wanna travel in Paris if not u will most probably end up lost.

We didn't went sightseeing either, most probably feeling damn lazy, so we stay in Lynn's room to chat and mess around with her camera and photoshop. haha... So we came up with this stupid collage. haha... Which actually turned out quite comical! haha... had quite a good laugh looking at it!

Didn't do much later. Just went for dinner at the vietnamese crew joint. Saw Lisa and her batchgal which also came in on Lynn's flight. So coincidental right? haha... 2 set of batchboy and gals. Anyway i've been to the vietnamese crew joint so many times that i've almost finish trying all the noodle and fried rice selections. Think next time must try the Chinese joint already.

After Dinner, i actually wanted to bring Lynn to Notre Dame to see the catedral, but we thot it might not be safe at night, plus the travel is rather far so we abandoned the plan. haha... But actually we were just damn lazy lah. haha... Laziness is contagious. So we just went back to the Lynn's room and continue chatting before i went back to my room to crash.

Next day brought about some bad news, Lynn called me in my room before call time. Thot it was rather strange anyone would call before the wake-up call time, coz usually everyone rushing to prepare to check out. Anyway i pick up the phone and it was Lynn and that her grandmother has passed away.

Felt sorry for her. It not really pleasent to recieve such news. Worst of all, recieve it somewhere far from home and u have to make arrangement to rush back amist all the confusion. I offer my most sincere condolences to her.

But anyway Lynn managed to pax back on my flight. Lynn was only schedule to leave the next day. So despite the full load, she manage to get a seat on my flight back. hee... IN J CLASS! haha... Thanks to CDG ground staff for the upgrade! haha... I dun think any crew has pax the 300er Jclass before lor.

Hmmm... wonder how does the lie flat bed feels... with the super huge 15.4" screen. Woooo... U must be bind to need such a big screen! haha... Fuck... i can even see what they are watching from Fwd EY lor... haha... Na bei... Shiok... Hmmm... Maybe ask Wendy if she wants to take the 300er for the September vacation or not. Haha... Not J-class lah, but EY not also not bad. haha...

It was a killer sector back, but in the end still managable lah. Really need team work on this man, to share each other's work load. Really thankful for the Jclass and 1st class that came down to help. Plus everyone helping each other a little here and there in little ways. Even the paxing Lynn popped in to help once in a while. haha... So funny! haha... But really appreciated the gesture.
3 positions each for both EY forward and Aft is really stretching the line thin. With limited hands, u can only hope that everything would go smoothly. Haha... Hongkong turn on the 300er, haha... Good luck man! u will need lots of it!

Friday, April 13, 2007 

Paris tonight!
Oh shit... and i haven't sleep yet. If i go to sleep now i would still have about 2 hours of sleep before i got to wake up to prepare. Paris is a damn 13 hours flight. Damn... This is like my 4th Paris flight. Was hoping for Zurich instead since i've not been there before while the entire world have already been there. haha...

Went Vivo with Wendy yesterday. Initial plan was to catch TMNT but while queuing for the tickets, we saw someone very familar, although the hair seems longer and spikier. haha...

It was KEN ONG!

haha... And with him were 3 gals. haha... and turn out all 3 were crew as well.

Really was a pleasent surprise, of all places, we actually bump into each other at Vivo. Hee... Then reality hits... hee... what is Ken doing with 3 gals? haha... We kept probing him. Haha... only to have the question thrown back to me and Wendy! Why are both of us always together?

Wah... Sneaky leh Ken, hahaha... Dun avoid the question! haha... So which one which one? haha...
Anyway Wendy replied that everybody knows we always go out only he dunnoe. haha... Eh... which quite true lah actually. haha...and it's a clever way of putting it,- "We always go out..." vs "We are going out". One implies companionship while the other implies dating. haha... But almost sound the same lah.

Hee... i also would like to avoid that question.

U know, sometimes u like someone but u just can't bring yourself to tell that person. U just worry about too much things.

After buying the tickets, all 5 of us went to Hagen Daz for chat, catching up and ice cream. hmmmm... dun really know what to say about the 3 gals since i dun really know them that well and i do not like to judge people on first appearence, but i would rather spend my time with Wendy and Ken instead. I believe we would have a more fruitful conversation.

Chatted with Ken till i almost forgot about the movie. Lucky Wendy remembered and reminded me just in time! We left Hagen Daz with 5 mins to spare, enough to go toilet and even catch the commercials. haha... The rest of the group are catching THE REAPING and have plenty of time since their movie starts later than our's.

Ken suggested we meet up after the movies for dinner. Our movie ended early so we walk around Vivo. Ken called us once their movie ended to meet up. This time with 2 more guys. 1 GS which is one of the gal's Bf, while the other is an excrew.

Wah lan... This excrew how they know him is also a mystery. He's sort of a friend of one of the gals while the rest dunnoe him at all. How is he invited i also dunnoe. Anyway i'm fine with him lah, just that i can sense the group buay tahan him already. haha...

Went over to this makan place at St James, eh... i forgot what is it called already lah. But not really fantastic lah. In fact, i think it's more like a food court than a restaurant. Cannot make it. I'll skip that place next time anyone suggest we go there.

We decided to go chill out after dinner which the excrew guy kept insisting we go to a wine bar that he know of. It's called Wine connection or wine network or something like that lah... tucked inside dempsy road, right after the US embassy and botanical garden.

Haha... Everyone was like wanting to go Villa bali lor. haha... But due to that excrew guy's persistant nagging we all went along instead. Anyway half the gang was stuck in the car with the ex crew guy while we, the other half were tailing behind in Ken's car, tempting to give the lead car the slip and go villa bali instead. haha... But no lah, we didn't do that, how can we let them suffer and die. haha...

But it turn out that the wine place wasn't too bad after all. We were introduced to a German White wine which taste really fruity. An excellent choice of lady's wine since the sweetness appeal to the gals better. Even so, i do find the wine really refreshing. Worthy of recomending. Anyway it's Gewurztraminer if anyone is interested.

Nothing much for the rest of the night. Ken brought in 2 more of his friends and we all continued with the chat, wine and crackers before calling it a night. Haha... Lucky me, Ken actually wanted to send me to little india but since we took the CTE, he ended up sending me home instead since there's an exit nearer to my house than little india! haha...

Anyway it's friday the 13th anyone realised? haha... Safe and Good flight everyone! haha...

Thursday, April 12, 2007 

Taipei with Angela
It has been almost 5 months since we last graduated from STC, hardly had the chance to meet up and yet here we were, rostered on the same flight! Couldn't have been happier. haha... Call it fate.

Angela was 5 mins behind me when i reached the airport. We actually ran into each other in the mailbox room when i was about to go to control to check in. haha...

We were like,
J: "HEy..."
A: "Hey..."
J: "ANGELAAAAAA..."
A:"JONATHANNNNN..."

Then i wanna proceed to go shake Angela hand just like how we always do before briefing! haha...
angela:"Jonathan, U very funny leh!"

haha... Then we couldn't stop laughing liao. haha... Took me a second or two to register Angela was actually standing there lor. haha... u really dunnoe what to say lor, it's like the I-can't-believe-we-are-flying-together type of feeling. U are so happy that your brain actually stop working. haha...

To fly with your batchmate is really a rare opportunity. Some people in their entire career never get to fly with their batchmates. Yet, i've already flown with Yiling, AJ, Violet and now Angela. I can say i'm really lucky. haha... can go buy 4D already.

So then we got on with the standard procedure, check in, check load, check gate then back to catching up with each other. After a while something crossed my mind, i asked angela, "how long are we going say we are flying already?" haha... I have been telling everyone this is only my 3rd month flying when actually it's more like the 4th going to the 5th. haha... What the heck. haha...

Haha... being more junior has its advantages, like lesser expectation from everyone. haha... Ofcoz if they are very "gay gao" u can't really bluff coz there is always the staff number. haha... So inorder not to give each other away we decide to settle on "4th month flying", haha...

Was hoping to work with angela on the sector up unfortunately it didn't really happened lah. I work Aft she work Fwd, I worked Fwd she worked Aft. haha... ended up on opposite sides.

Anyway it doesn't really matter coz we still have the whole night in Taipei to catch up.


Went Shilin night market to have dinner, wah lan eh... eat like mad. But can't be blamed, it has been more than a year since i last been there. Really missed the food there. haha... But basket lah, rained the whole night if not we could have done some shopping. Taipei is a shopping haven as well if u do not know.


Went to buy doughnuts before heading back to the hotel and the stupid person cheat me of a paper bag. Angela and Pauline bought a NT50 doughnut and got a big carrier paper bag! i bought 2 NT75 Doughnut and only got a small miserable paperbag. Not fair! haha... Actually life is never fair, if not there will be nothing to fight for. haha... but being a gal does have its privilages. haha... Basket... still not fair!

Bunked in with Angela for the night and chatted till 3 or 4am, till we fell asleep. haha... i still remembered when i started flying Carina used to tell me NEVER NEVER EVER go to a stewardess room. haha... WAH... so now worst lah, i bunk in liao. haha... But that's how people like to percieve things. Innocence is never exciting for people. If not tabloid would never gain popularity.

Anyway half the time tabloid are all trash, where truth would revive itself and the issue would be a thing of the past, to be forgotten but yet at that time it was all the rage.

Humans...

Well there's a saying that goes, "It's always funny as long as it doesn't happen to u". haha... That's so true. People laugh at other's misfortune but when it happens to them, they take it as if the
whole world is against them.

Alright, back to Taipei...

Eh... We dun share the same bed lah, i sleep on the left one. haha... just that the K800i cannot take wide angles only, so cannot fit the 2 bed into the picture, so we end up squeezing to pose for this shot. Actually i really enjoy those bunk-in days, still remembered those SNY days with Azim, chatted and talk cock non stop, and of coz there are those serious topics as well, about life and stuff.

The non stop chatting keep us awoke all night! haha...

Every now and then i keep asking Angela she wanna sleep already or not? haha...

1am...
J: "Eh u wanna sleep already or not?"
A: "Going to..."
Chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~...
2am
J: "U tired already?"
A: "Tired already, but..."
Chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~...
3am
J: "U wanna sleep already?"
A: "Soon..."
Chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~...
3:30+++++++am
J: "Eh... think we better go sleep already..."
A: "hahaha... Yah... haha... Goodnite Jonathan..."
J: "hahahaha... Goodnite Angela..."
ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzZZzzzzzzzZzzzzzz....

And i realised Angela can sleep alot. hahaha...

It's always more fun to have someone u know with u on flight. U've got company onboard to keep your spirits up during those bad flights, kakiis to go out with during those layovers and nightstops and recently someone to helped to take my mind off those troubling thoughts that has been bugging me the entire month.

I really needed this trip in view of everything that happened this month. I came back a more refreashed person. Or rather, less depressed and less suicidically inclined person. haha...
Well... maybe, not suicidically inclined, haha... but definately less depressed.

Happiness or sadness really depend on oneself actually, people can force u to make a choice, but untimately it's u who makes the choice. U have the power to say yes or no. Regardless of the consequences, ultimately it's u who's going to live your life. What's the point of living by other's opinion and expectation when it will not make u happy?

Actually i can say joining the airline is the best thing that happened to me. Not in a sense of fame or fortune but more of personal maturity. I realised i'm beginning to see thing in a newlight, a broader spectrum of things and no longer a tunnel vision controlled by other's opinion, views and expectations.

I'm starting to live my life how i want it to be.

Monday, April 09, 2007 

What is Love?
Actually... haha... Think this has been the single question people have been trying to answer since the start of civilization.

Yesterday afternoon went Sentosa with Bee, Karen and Kelvin. Kelvin came picked all of us up. Feeling bored, i fooled around with Bee's ipod. haha... U could actually make surround sound with a micro speakers by moving them all around! hahaha... irritated the crap out of bee... haha...


Anyway it was supposed to be a day at the beach for us but it ended up raining the whole entire afternoon! Basket! Thus went window shopping at Vivo instead.

But luckily the original plan of having drinks at Cafe Del Mar still sticks.


Ordered a bottle of Chilean Wine. Wah Lan Eh... Fuck leh... Taste Flat. Should have ordered the Champagne instead. Moet can't go wrong. Anyway they always say company makes the wine taste better, my god, means our's sucks to begin with. Not fantastic.

Anyway the waitress ask if we would like to chill the wine. Eh... Sorry dear, u dun chill red wine in an ice bucket. U are not serving Champagne or whites. Yah, i know we are at the beach, but u do have a wine chiller don't u and it's served at its serving temperature right? Well, unless u have been leaving it in the open, in the HOT BEACH THE ENTIRE DAY.

Hmmm... which might explain the flat taste. Someone might have left the wine out in the open heat of the day. haha... Too late, u chill the wine also no use. Killed the wine already. Lucky never order the Moet if not might have wastes more than $80. haha...

Ai yahhhh... Order Beers at the beach can't go wrong lah. haha... Next time stick to beer at the beach better. Want wine come my house better lah. haha... I offer better choice! Anyway, the Cloudy Bay is still in the fridge ever since chinese new year! haha...

But well at least the ambiance was good, that's the only thing my place couldn't beat. Well maybe not yet, wait till i move house next year. haha... Coming soon coming soon! First Quarter of the year. House warming ah! haha...


Went for dinner at the Shanghai Eatery near Seletar. Had plenty of crappy talks and laughs, most prob from the wine ethenol. hahaha... Wine is not wine without taste just like food is not food with out taste. Eh... It's call combat ration. haha... Smells like shit but taste like... eh... i dunnoe, there's no taste actually. hahaha...

ok ok... back to the Shanghai Eatery. In the mist of our crappy jokes, bee threw me a "deep" question. What is LOVE?

Actually she gave the question coz i was trying to prove i can be both deep and shallow at the same time. Sort of like a swimming pool haha...

What the... haha... Nevermind...

Love is...

i really dunnoe.

Actually it depends individual needs actually. Everyone view love differently coz their needs are different. And it also depend on your position u are viewing love from. As a sibling, as a parent, as a lover, as a spouse, and of coz... not to miss this out, as an army buddy! haha..

But i guess certain basis still applies.

Love is Sacrificing

Love is Enduring.

Love is Kind.

Love is patient.

Love does not envy...

Love is more than u can ever form a list.

But in the end, i think love is giving more than what u ever wanted for yourself, more than what u could, more than anyone else to that someone.

To me, love is keeping someone safe and happy even if it means givng away my happiness, or ultimately, giving my life. Whether it will reciprocrate or not is not important. Love is always your gift to someone and not ask for anything in return.
U will never ask for something in return because u know there will never be something of the same value. U will never recieve back the same amount of love. It's always more or less or even non at all. Everybody extend of love is different. U give willingly only because u wanted to.

Heeeeeeee... Bee! Deep enough for u or not? haha...

And Leen, if u are reading this! haha... Congrats! yah yah... We all know! hahaha... We all have been reading your blog! haha...

Wednesday, April 04, 2007 

Back home once more...
and back to my troubling life.

Wished instead i could go back in time, to the 17th. Wished instead i should have done things differently. Wished that i have not gone to where i shouldn't have went. Or Maybe wished instead i should have told someone of how i really felt and all these might not have happened.

But this is my life, nothing ever seems to go right.

Why do i not have control over my life?

Nobody understands what i'm going through, instead they always say i have a choice. But frankly speaking, a choice is like standing at a cross road with no road sign and your destination is a hundred miles aways. U can't see that far, u do not know where the road will lead u to. U will only know once u reached the end.

U trust your judgement based on experences to navigate thru all the crossroads in life. But every road is different, there's no way of telling what's ahead.

Everybody always view that they have the power to change their fate, but there is always a higher order at work. Humans will never admit that life is beyond your total control and that success is never just your hard work alone. If that is the case people will strike it rich in casinos by just playing everyday.

Anyway u could actually see everyday life in casino, some people luck are just so good, every instant they put their money on those pair of aces, they would appear. But instead of saying it's just luck. they would say things like, "i knew those aces were there..." Yah right, if u really knew, u would be up there playing with the pros. The fact is people will always want to show that they are in control. To pray on good fortune implies u have no control over your life and that is very not Macho.

Like i say before, being humble is not a human trait and the easiest way to emulate oneself is thru the weakness, inability and fault of others. To show off one's own ability is too much hard work.

Sigh...

Life is like a darkness, and me, a burning candle. The more i wanna fill this darkness with light, the faster i burn and sooner or later, i would be nothing but a pile of smouldering wax, with my flame snubbed out from me.

Sorry for the depressing mood lately. i wish i could write something happy instead, unfortuantely that is not to be and if i do not let off some of this pent up frustration in me, it may end up suffocating me instead. SO please do bear with me and pray my troubles will be over soon!

Eh... for those hoping for some travelling stories, i'm sorry to disappoint u all. Hong Kong nightstop can be summerised in just 3 words- supper, dessert and early call time.

U reach the hotel around 10pm, drop your bag, and unless u can be like me, shower, change and wash your uniform in 15mins, u will only have time to change and meet at the lobby. Supper will always be at the crew joint, just round the corner of the hotel and almost half of the menu i've already tried before already. Nevertheless, the porridge there is excellent and always leave me craving for it when i stopover at hongkong.

After that, without fail, it's always dessert.

Anyway Hong Kong still has the best dessert in the world. Best place in Hong Kong to have dessert is Shui Liu San. i had the Bird Nest, Harsmire and Egg White Stew, or something like that lah. It's an old selection but it's still my favourite. Anyway Shui Liu San are famous for their mango selections as well. So give it a try if anyone has a chance to drop by.

Hee... Bee, Jealous or not? Lalalala... hee... Just love the green monster.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007 

Thanks Bee and Karen.
Hey thanks for listening to me and my troubling weeks for the past few days. Really nice to know there are people whom u can turn to. So thanks for listening and not judging.

Anyway will be doing a HKG nightstop today and will be back tomolo afternoon! Take care people! See everybody back soon!

Oh... anyway went shopping with my sister yesterday. haha... My god, it was like eons ago since i last did that. We went looking for shoes lah, basket, i can't believe it, all the size 9s that i want were all sold out. haha... Everything is really against me this month!

After the shoe hunting, we bought a big black clay pot and some ingredients.to cook my "Soon Dou Bu" for dinner last night coz turns out everyone was home for dinner. Hee... have been tempted to cook Soon Dou Bu ever since i bought the Soup stock from korea last month, hee... last night was the perfect opportunity and it actually turns out quite well!

Yummmm Yummmmm...

hmmmmm... still have 1 packet of the soup stock left. Who shall i reserve it for... hee hee...

Alright, got to go, haven't do homework for the flight yet and i intend to leave home early so i can take train to work. haha... cab ride cost $14 from home u know while train ride cost less than $4. i save $10 u know and that's a lot of money saved for a month. i shall now take train rides for turn arounds and one night stop kind of flights. haha...

See ya!

Sunday, April 01, 2007 

I choose my own life.
We all do. We choose the path we want to take. No one has the rights over our decisions, no one can affect our decision. Only whether we choose to listen or not.

What is truely the right thing to do? It is but how the world would like to view as socially acceptable. Yet what is socially acceptable but what many agree on. So what happens if what we agree on is actually wrong? We are all humans and it's our nature to faults, wrongs and make mistakes. So who are we to govern others to what is right or wrong.

When i was back in STC, a first aid instructor of mine like to "stimulate" our minds by throwing difficult medical emergency scenerios at us and force us to make on the spot decision. He will always rebuke our answers. Imagine Dr House and u will get the hint. But in the end he always say, "There is no right or wrong answers." Which is actually true, we can only react to the situation based on conditions and limitation. Whatever that ensures survival is the right thing to do.

Lets take another scenerio.

In our society, cannibalism is unacceptable and outcasted. But if that is the only thing to survive on, will u not? many will instantly say they will not because they have been craddled in bosoms of worldly comfort and safety and never once experence the desperation of this world.

Once i had a conversation with a good man who has been thrown into hell on earth. Where he seen fellow friends and comrades shot to bits with their heads blown apart. Stuck in a trench, starved, parched, tired and worned out for weeks, he took a knife and cut into his dead enemy and took a bite at his flesh.

This may sound grossly disgusting, but this is war, where your survival also ensure the survival of your country, your wife, your sons, your brothers, your sister, your parents, your grandparents, your friends and everything that u ever loved. Out there only u can protect them.

So who are we to be quick to judge, Man were never borned evil, but shaped by this world into what we are today and guess who shape this earth? - Us!

I realised, humans love to talk about righteousness, but in time of trouble there are never there, although they will still be somewhere talking about righteousness again and again. It's easy to say whatever u want when it's not your problem. It's a different story again when it is.

Anyway i hate the response people will give to the answer of "throw-your-mother-and-wife-into-the-sea-who-will-u-rescue" questions.

Those that choose to rescue their wife will end up being labelled a heartless bastard for abandoning the woman that has brought him up. Those that choose to rescue the mother will get labelled as a man who has no feeling and love for his wife. So what the fuck right?

But u know what is the ultimate answer? "i will swim out to rescue both my wife and mother even if it cost me my life."

I say fuck u to that.

These people have been craddled in safety and comfort and have been watching fucking too many movies.

U have never see the wrath of mother nature. Do not underestimate her. She can swallow Singapore in an instant if she wants to. The only reason why she has not is becoz countless people have been praying to Ti Gong, Tua Pek Gong, Buddha, Guan Yin, Allah, Jesus Christ and all the gods to prevent this from happening. Your heroic talks will drown u and whoever u want to rescue. U are already a hero if u can rescue just either one.

A real hero is one that understand the risk, and not needlessly throwing away his life. If he has to, it will always be for a greater good.

In battle, my life is worth a dozen men but not before i unleash hell, death, terror and destruction upon my enemies.

As for the mother and wife issue, i will rescue the one that has the greater chance of survival, there is no comparison of love for i love them both dearly. I will give my life if i really have to but what's the point if it would cause them grief for the the rest of their lives and they can never be with the one they love? And they will never have someone to take care of them anymore. The union of one pair is better than nothing at all.

People views are unrealistic to the struggle of this world, to give in is to live your life to how they imagine perfection to be. This world is never perfect. Perfection is to rescue both your mother and wife at the same time only to drown yourself in the process.

If u want to be perfect, dun ever talk about living your life to the fullest, coz your life expectancy would most likely be short.

Well... so much for my self thots. Been really troubled these day. But i also realised troubled people makes better writers. haha... Maybe it's because in our quest to seach for answer we search our inner self more.

Ha!

Anyway, i just returned back from Mumbai. Night flight in and out. Which is a good thing, haha... means more sleeping pax. It's also the amazing mosquito season. Once the aircraft door opened, swarms of mosquitoes flooded in. My god... A pax actually asked me where did all these mosquitoes come from. ha ha... In my heart i can't stop laughing, hur hur... where else... Anyway the mosquitoes are much bigger than singapores ones, so it's pretty obvious when they fly around.

After lunch, nobody else wanted to accompany me out of the hotel. So ended up me taking a cab alone out to shop. Want to go Linkin road to grab some books for our dear Wendy, unfortunately the bloody cab driver doesn't know where the hell is the bookstore. So we went Johoo instead, not before arguing with him about increasing the fare price.

Siao ah! just a 10mins drive away he wanted to add 100rp to the 300rp cab fare. 300rp is about S$11. Usual single trip cab cost about 100rp but i've ask him to wait for me while i do my shopping so it cost more. NA BEI... and he keep bring me to all the souvenir shops.


The thing is that for every item i purchased at the souvenir shop he'll get a commission. I fucked him ah... Keep bringing me to all these shops. The items there are not cheap too. Na bei... In the end he gave up and brought me to where i wanted to go.

Anyway Johoo has a not bad shopping center. What's the name of the shopping center i dunnoe lah, but it has a cineplex too. It's one of the "wow" type of places in Mumbai. They have an amazingly beach there too. I mean, it's nothing compare to Malé in the Maldives lah, but consider the location, it's not bad already.

If u would like to go there tell the cab driver to go to Johoo, PeeVia Theater. The cab driver will know where to bring u.

Finally gotten the books for Wendy as well as some for myself. Headed back to the hotel, but not before the cab driver started the process of bring me to the souvenir shops again and me argueing with him about that.

Reached back to the hotel 3 hours before call time. Pack my stuff and went to sleep. Ended up operating the flight back with only 2 hours of sleep. But luckily the flight was past midnight so still survivable. haha...

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