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haha... I think i need 2 books; one, "How-to-chase-after-gals for DUMMIES"... and two, "the-art-of-reading-people's-mind for DUMMIES". haha...
I think i have really forgotten how to chase after gals. haha... Ever since my last breakup while i was in army, i have remained single. haha... Seriously, courting gals has always been my forte. Damn... i was even labelled a flirt back then while i was in poly... Haha... No, i'm not a flirt, just that i could always get the popular gals. Haha... These people are just jealous... haha... In fact, actually i'm really the loyal sort of guy. Haha... Hey hey... i know what u all are thinking about. Dun start it! haha... This is my blog anyway. haha... But yes, but it's true. I'm a one-gal sort of guy.
Anyway what is with guys must be able to read gals mind. They like it when we can correctly guess their innermost desire while we are considered "bo xim" (i dunnoe what better word to use) if we are clueless. haha... U gals should worry if we really can read your thoughts. haha... Then where are u all going to hid your REAL innermost desire. muahahahaha... It's only human to have evil, greed, and lust. hee...
OK, back to army...
Army really ruin it for me! Thanks.
Seriously i see nothing much wrong with me, but people say i now lack confidence, lack direction, lack motivation, lack charm, lack whatever u want to call it. I am now reduced to a shadow of my former self. Friends asked me why i'm not going back to canoeing? Well... the simple reason, after missing the competition scene for 2 years plus, how long do u think it would take me to win back the medals? Plus i can now forget about natonal team already, becoz i'm already 25, by the time i'm back to my competition form i would be probably 27 already. No point. haha... And Ah Neo will say, "Jonathan ho, making his debut for team singapore in the veteran event..." Wah Chee... haha...
I guess success and accomplishment back in school built up my confidence, drive, motivation, and of coz... hee... charm! haha... Well, what do u think of a school team captain, who lead the school canoeing team for 2 year, bringing in 4 to 6 medals in national canoeing competitions per year, has a team of very fit canoeists under his command and i don't look that bad. haha...
Then came army, shaved my mane off and get downgraded to the "lowest lifeform on earth". Well basically that was what we were known as for the first 3 months in army. haha... Then i lost my gf 3 months later to another guy. Wow... Could things get any worst? Yah it did... the list goes on, i would not be about to finish listing down everything if i were to write them down here.
Being a commando is something to be proud of, but it did come at a price. How much are u willing to sacrifice for the honour of being called a commando. Many of us paid dearly, we have lost much. Whether it's worth it or not, i'm still contemplating.
Anyhow, it's all over now, it's time to start picking up the pieces again. Start from the bottom of the social food chain. Got to go get a job and start building myself up again.
Oh... and i've gotten back to playing Warcraft 3 after not touching any computer games while i was in the army. haha... I suck at DOTA lah... haha... still cannot cast spells at the right time. haha...
haha... I think i need 2 books; one, "How-to-chase-after-gals for DUMMIES"... and two, "the-art-of-reading-people's-mind for DUMMIES". haha...
I think i have really forgotten how to chase after gals. haha... Ever since my last breakup while i was in army, i have remained single. haha... Seriously, courting gals has always been my forte. Damn... i was even labelled a flirt back then while i was in poly... Haha... No, i'm not a flirt, just that i could always get the popular gals. Haha... These people are just jealous... haha... In fact, actually i'm really the loyal sort of guy. Haha... Hey hey... i know what u all are thinking about. Dun start it! haha... This is my blog anyway. haha... But yes, but it's true. I'm a one-gal sort of guy.
Anyway what is with guys must be able to read gals mind. They like it when we can correctly guess their innermost desire while we are considered "bo xim" (i dunnoe what better word to use) if we are clueless. haha... U gals should worry if we really can read your thoughts. haha... Then where are u all going to hid your REAL innermost desire. muahahahaha... It's only human to have evil, greed, and lust. hee...
OK, back to army...
Army really ruin it for me! Thanks.
Seriously i see nothing much wrong with me, but people say i now lack confidence, lack direction, lack motivation, lack charm, lack whatever u want to call it. I am now reduced to a shadow of my former self. Friends asked me why i'm not going back to canoeing? Well... the simple reason, after missing the competition scene for 2 years plus, how long do u think it would take me to win back the medals? Plus i can now forget about natonal team already, becoz i'm already 25, by the time i'm back to my competition form i would be probably 27 already. No point. haha... And Ah Neo will say, "Jonathan ho, making his debut for team singapore in the veteran event..." Wah Chee... haha...
I guess success and accomplishment back in school built up my confidence, drive, motivation, and of coz... hee... charm! haha... Well, what do u think of a school team captain, who lead the school canoeing team for 2 year, bringing in 4 to 6 medals in national canoeing competitions per year, has a team of very fit canoeists under his command and i don't look that bad. haha...
Then came army, shaved my mane off and get downgraded to the "lowest lifeform on earth". Well basically that was what we were known as for the first 3 months in army. haha... Then i lost my gf 3 months later to another guy. Wow... Could things get any worst? Yah it did... the list goes on, i would not be about to finish listing down everything if i were to write them down here.
Being a commando is something to be proud of, but it did come at a price. How much are u willing to sacrifice for the honour of being called a commando. Many of us paid dearly, we have lost much. Whether it's worth it or not, i'm still contemplating.
Anyhow, it's all over now, it's time to start picking up the pieces again. Start from the bottom of the social food chain. Got to go get a job and start building myself up again.
Oh... and i've gotten back to playing Warcraft 3 after not touching any computer games while i was in the army. haha... I suck at DOTA lah... haha... still cannot cast spells at the right time. haha...
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