I'm so Worn out...
But probably more mentally worn out than anything else and couldn't sleep well even if i had the chance to. Recently i went to bed rather early, around 11pm i'm already on my way to slumberland. Unfortunately, i couldn't sleep for long, by 5am i would wake up already. It's like i couldn't put my mind at ease.
It's the round 3 lah, i worried so much for it. Yes, i know i told myself there's nothing much u can do about it until u get your date for Round 3. Speaking of that, my Round 3 date have yet to be announced to me, my sis already have been announced. Her's is tomolo. It has really got me worried sick, when would my Round 3 be?
Seriously, i kept telling myself not to worry, but it's no use, seems like that's like another evil conscious within me, that couldn't stop telling me all those things that could go wrong, playing out the scenarios in my head. Even when i told myself i can make it and not to worry, the nagging conscious is still there, messing with my mind. OMG... mentally tortured by my own evil conscious, dunnoe how long i can keep this up before i crack. Let hope that the good new come soon, that i cleared all the rounds and made it thru!
Anyway recently i spend alot of money. ORD already supposed to be controlling my spending, coz dunnoe when your next pay would come in. But here i am, buying this and that. Yesterday just paid $80 for my light treatment for my face & after that went Sembawang Music Store and got myself the new BoA CD titled "Outgrow". Not bad lah, but not as good as her "Best of Soul" CD. Anyway the CD cost me $21.
Then today went to the philips street temple with my mom & sis to burn some incense as offering & ask for blessings for me & my sister's round 3 and round 4 and... oh what the heck... all the rounds lah. Then we went the guan yin temple at "si beh lor" to pray for blessings as well.
Anyway i think i was really tired already or my mind was already fried by all the negative thots from my evil conscious. I kept mixing up the joss sticks, couldn't plant it properly into the urn and basically just very blur & lost the whole entire day. I really pray our prayers would be answered and i would clear all the rounds.
I did the most unimaginable thing again, I go spend money again. This time round i went Sim Lim Square to buy Battlefield2. Haha... Yah yah... i know, what the fuck right. No money liao still go buy game. Ha ha... but i need some distraction lah. This round 3 thingi is driving me nuts. Need to relax my mind. Beside now alot people in my company mad about BF2 mah, so must well get it so i can join them. I also told chin chun i'll join him in BF2 after i completed Dungeon Seige 2.
Anyway tomolo night must book in again. This is crazy man! i'm still waiting for my Round 3 date to be announced to me thru email. What's worst, go to camp play some stupid team building game. Some society reintegration shit lah, to prepare us for the working world. Haha... Er... It's not us that needs it the most, it the commander level that needs it the most. When ORD already, no body for them to command and shit on. They will have to learn to take plenty of shit now. As for us? haha... we're used to getting shitted on all the time. haha... Army sucks!
5 more days to ORD.
Lets hope my dream will come true! Wish me luck on Round 3 people!
OK, time to log out, i'm seriously burned out. Need to go crash already! Goodnite people! Love ya all!
PS: Please forgive all the grammatical errors, spelling errors or what-so-ever. I'm seriously tired tonight & no time to read thru & check the post. For all i know, for the past 30 mins i've been typing nonsense. Haha... Nite!
Er... And no pictures for today. What pictures are u talking about? There nothing to take... Take picture of myself? U think i self-obsessed ah? haha... To that someone reading my blog, haha... dun be so sensitive lah, not talking about u lah! haha...
But probably more mentally worn out than anything else and couldn't sleep well even if i had the chance to. Recently i went to bed rather early, around 11pm i'm already on my way to slumberland. Unfortunately, i couldn't sleep for long, by 5am i would wake up already. It's like i couldn't put my mind at ease.
It's the round 3 lah, i worried so much for it. Yes, i know i told myself there's nothing much u can do about it until u get your date for Round 3. Speaking of that, my Round 3 date have yet to be announced to me, my sis already have been announced. Her's is tomolo. It has really got me worried sick, when would my Round 3 be?
Seriously, i kept telling myself not to worry, but it's no use, seems like that's like another evil conscious within me, that couldn't stop telling me all those things that could go wrong, playing out the scenarios in my head. Even when i told myself i can make it and not to worry, the nagging conscious is still there, messing with my mind. OMG... mentally tortured by my own evil conscious, dunnoe how long i can keep this up before i crack. Let hope that the good new come soon, that i cleared all the rounds and made it thru!
Anyway recently i spend alot of money. ORD already supposed to be controlling my spending, coz dunnoe when your next pay would come in. But here i am, buying this and that. Yesterday just paid $80 for my light treatment for my face & after that went Sembawang Music Store and got myself the new BoA CD titled "Outgrow". Not bad lah, but not as good as her "Best of Soul" CD. Anyway the CD cost me $21.
Then today went to the philips street temple with my mom & sis to burn some incense as offering & ask for blessings for me & my sister's round 3 and round 4 and... oh what the heck... all the rounds lah. Then we went the guan yin temple at "si beh lor" to pray for blessings as well.
Anyway i think i was really tired already or my mind was already fried by all the negative thots from my evil conscious. I kept mixing up the joss sticks, couldn't plant it properly into the urn and basically just very blur & lost the whole entire day. I really pray our prayers would be answered and i would clear all the rounds.
I did the most unimaginable thing again, I go spend money again. This time round i went Sim Lim Square to buy Battlefield2. Haha... Yah yah... i know, what the fuck right. No money liao still go buy game. Ha ha... but i need some distraction lah. This round 3 thingi is driving me nuts. Need to relax my mind. Beside now alot people in my company mad about BF2 mah, so must well get it so i can join them. I also told chin chun i'll join him in BF2 after i completed Dungeon Seige 2.
Anyway tomolo night must book in again. This is crazy man! i'm still waiting for my Round 3 date to be announced to me thru email. What's worst, go to camp play some stupid team building game. Some society reintegration shit lah, to prepare us for the working world. Haha... Er... It's not us that needs it the most, it the commander level that needs it the most. When ORD already, no body for them to command and shit on. They will have to learn to take plenty of shit now. As for us? haha... we're used to getting shitted on all the time. haha... Army sucks!
5 more days to ORD.
Lets hope my dream will come true! Wish me luck on Round 3 people!
OK, time to log out, i'm seriously burned out. Need to go crash already! Goodnite people! Love ya all!
PS: Please forgive all the grammatical errors, spelling errors or what-so-ever. I'm seriously tired tonight & no time to read thru & check the post. For all i know, for the past 30 mins i've been typing nonsense. Haha... Nite!
Er... And no pictures for today. What pictures are u talking about? There nothing to take... Take picture of myself? U think i self-obsessed ah? haha... To that someone reading my blog, haha... dun be so sensitive lah, not talking about u lah! haha...
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