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i found myself staring at the post board. I do not know what to write. Overwhelmed by too much issues, i do not know where to start.
Perhaps i should begin with crashing my car, Yes, 4 days back i crashed my car on the PIE, yeah... the "fighter pilot" has went down, finally, haha... a 3 car pile up. Damn long story, dun really wish to divulge into it. Good thing no one was hurt, anyway i wasn't angry or anything, Just that i'm amaze that such things actually can happen out of the blues. Or perhaps it was the 3rd lane. haha... next time just stick to the extreme right lane. Safest place to be. "fighter pilots" lane. haha...
I'm preparing for a whopper for the premium next year.
Oh what the heck... it's something all driver face. The road is a dangerous place to be.
Plus these few days i seemed to have the most hectic of flights, i dun know why but the load is always full. I wondered was it me or something. i need to go shower some "7 flower water" or something. haha... Plus i even earned myself a written complaint, against me, solely... HA! How amazing man. Something u cannot talk yourself out of in the eyes of the company. Oh... fuck it. It's all part of working life, if everyone was so successful in dealing with thing, no one would be where they are already and no employers could afford to hire anyone coz they are just damn good.
This just goes to show i seriously need to complete my degree. I dun exactly take shit sitting down.
But on a lighter note, i did have the most pleasent of all surprises. Haha... For a moment, all shit on earth cease to exist and i found myself on plains of rolling meadows and cool soothing breeze, life was peaceful once again. Haha... ok ok... i was exaggerating, but let's just say it was a pretty nice feeling. Hiak hiak... Hmmm... i wonder can i be greedy for more? hahaha... Well, count my blessings right? haha...
A thot crossed my mind this morning when i wake up. Do i always like to play rescue ranger? Have i taken up what i need not be concern over? End of the day, everyone is answerable to themselves and i will have to ask myself, "have i ever did anything right for myself."
No doubt u may have saved the world but have u saved yourself.
Heros comes with super power and i don't, maybe i should consider this fact.
"save the cheerleader, save the world..." Hiak... ok... i'm uttering nonsense now. haha... Please ignore the sentence. hahaha...
Anyway i dun think the world need saving, even if a meteor the size of singapore strikes earth and wipe out all living things on earth, we would still start from some sea dwelling creature and start evolution all over again. Oh hell... we may just become Xmen. haha... Which is like so much better.
Which brings me to another question in life, since life is so fragile, why do we still impose on ourselves to do things we don't really like. A meteor could just strike tomolo and most of us would be saying "oh shit... i should have..."
The common expression is always "NO CHOICE" eh... so? No choice or else what? We could hardly answer. But often upon impending disaster human will find their choice.
Oh dammit sometime i really do wish a meteor will strike earth and get human's nonsense over and done with. The last one hour of earth is when u will ever find the truth in humans. If the last hour and u still can't decide, then u have wasted your entire life.
Or a easier way, maybe i should go climb some mount everest and get caught in a white out or something, get freezed half frozen then maybe i will get my thoughts straight... haha... Quickest way to nirvana. Haha...
Or perhaps i already know what i what. Choices requires the heart of a lion to make, or the easier way would be to wait for a meteor to strike earth. haha... Which in return i would get to enjoy my choice for 1 hour. Not so much of a bad deal, at least it's better than never... hahaha....
i found myself staring at the post board. I do not know what to write. Overwhelmed by too much issues, i do not know where to start.
Perhaps i should begin with crashing my car, Yes, 4 days back i crashed my car on the PIE, yeah... the "fighter pilot" has went down, finally, haha... a 3 car pile up. Damn long story, dun really wish to divulge into it. Good thing no one was hurt, anyway i wasn't angry or anything, Just that i'm amaze that such things actually can happen out of the blues. Or perhaps it was the 3rd lane. haha... next time just stick to the extreme right lane. Safest place to be. "fighter pilots" lane. haha...
I'm preparing for a whopper for the premium next year.
Oh what the heck... it's something all driver face. The road is a dangerous place to be.
Plus these few days i seemed to have the most hectic of flights, i dun know why but the load is always full. I wondered was it me or something. i need to go shower some "7 flower water" or something. haha... Plus i even earned myself a written complaint, against me, solely... HA! How amazing man. Something u cannot talk yourself out of in the eyes of the company. Oh... fuck it. It's all part of working life, if everyone was so successful in dealing with thing, no one would be where they are already and no employers could afford to hire anyone coz they are just damn good.
This just goes to show i seriously need to complete my degree. I dun exactly take shit sitting down.
But on a lighter note, i did have the most pleasent of all surprises. Haha... For a moment, all shit on earth cease to exist and i found myself on plains of rolling meadows and cool soothing breeze, life was peaceful once again. Haha... ok ok... i was exaggerating, but let's just say it was a pretty nice feeling. Hiak hiak... Hmmm... i wonder can i be greedy for more? hahaha... Well, count my blessings right? haha...
A thot crossed my mind this morning when i wake up. Do i always like to play rescue ranger? Have i taken up what i need not be concern over? End of the day, everyone is answerable to themselves and i will have to ask myself, "have i ever did anything right for myself."
No doubt u may have saved the world but have u saved yourself.
Heros comes with super power and i don't, maybe i should consider this fact.
"save the cheerleader, save the world..." Hiak... ok... i'm uttering nonsense now. haha... Please ignore the sentence. hahaha...
Anyway i dun think the world need saving, even if a meteor the size of singapore strikes earth and wipe out all living things on earth, we would still start from some sea dwelling creature and start evolution all over again. Oh hell... we may just become Xmen. haha... Which is like so much better.
Which brings me to another question in life, since life is so fragile, why do we still impose on ourselves to do things we don't really like. A meteor could just strike tomolo and most of us would be saying "oh shit... i should have..."
The common expression is always "NO CHOICE" eh... so? No choice or else what? We could hardly answer. But often upon impending disaster human will find their choice.
Oh dammit sometime i really do wish a meteor will strike earth and get human's nonsense over and done with. The last one hour of earth is when u will ever find the truth in humans. If the last hour and u still can't decide, then u have wasted your entire life.
Or a easier way, maybe i should go climb some mount everest and get caught in a white out or something, get freezed half frozen then maybe i will get my thoughts straight... haha... Quickest way to nirvana. Haha...
Or perhaps i already know what i what. Choices requires the heart of a lion to make, or the easier way would be to wait for a meteor to strike earth. haha... Which in return i would get to enjoy my choice for 1 hour. Not so much of a bad deal, at least it's better than never... hahaha....