beneath-e-pale-moonlight: April 2009

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Greatly Unexpected...

When did this question arise?

09. 2008091411. 09. 130125. 08012205. 060112120514. 0914. 12152205. 23092008. 19151305151405.

hmmm... perhaps we dun go about life expecting things, things just falls upon us. Perhaps the thing about predestine may be true to a certain extend. There is always a greater plan installed for us but at the same time we have the ability to alter its course, but the destination still remains the same. It's something like flowing down a river, the final destination is already there, u could either fight the rapids, try paddling up stream, changing course, ultimately u will still have to follow the flow of the river to where it ends.

Why do we never learn to enjoy the ride? Why the disappointment at the end of the journey when it is us who alter our own course. Do we blame the river when it was us who is doing all the steering towards the wrong direction.

Good things ultimately befalls on us, but we are impatient, we want assurance. Such is the flaws of human. Or pahaps we fear we might not live that long to complete the journey.

Anyway accounting paper is over, one down and one more to go. Things went rather well for the paper. except for the budgeting question which i could only managed half. Hope all goes as planned.

6th May- Marketing.

If what ends up as the truth, then i'm happy...

4/26/2009 10:36:00 AM | Permalink |

Saturday, April 25, 2009

D Day... Accounting Paper.
Ladies and Gentlemen, this is it, i'm ready for the big one baby!
Or so i hoped. HIAK...

Well, whatever it is, it's too late for any regrets now, it doesn't change a thing, what should have been done SHOULD HAVE been done by now. There's nothing much anyone can do to what's not done. Or is there? Nah... i believe if there is still a possibility that something can be done then one has not tried hard enough. And u will come out with all sort of excuses later. Leave yourself with no excuse but a reason to believe.

Anyway my believe is always to do all that is possible, if things dun work out, then most probably either there is nothing i could do about it or my method is totally wrong. Either way... there is nothing much u could do, both are process which only results at the very end will tell u eventually.

Anyway, i believe it's right for me to study, no matter what, i'm staying all the way till i see myself at convocation. I will want to do well, i will want MY distinctions.

It's still a damn long journey... but hopefully enough time for me to fine tune my studying techniques, eh... actually that's like an understatement, i think i need to fine tune my LIFE. Everything is not on track, i'm like a train with half its rear carriages sliding off the track while going at full speed. Damn... i need a miracle.

This sememster is a serious flop man. Just hope all will turn out fine today and on the 6th.

No more all these nonsense next sem. Let's start off right and straight.

Let us all hope i'll make it that far first. Hiak... Damn...

There is still this familiar feeling of inadequacy amist all the hype and excitement. DAMN...

FUCK... IT... i'm going for exams and all will turn out well... Yeah... Period.

4/25/2009 06:31:00 AM | Permalink |

Monday, April 20, 2009

OMG...
This is so overwhelming, my exams are nearing and i have barely completed my revision, to make matters worst, my 24th MLE flight has been taken off due to some recency problem. Anyway i dun see the god damn problem, my 744 recency is still a month away and they took me off a flight just for recency?

I really need that flight. I need it to study, Short flight, easy to do with plenty of time to study. They have given me a MEL instead. my god, from a 4 hours flight became a 7 hours flight! i could have returned home on the 24th, at 7am, ended up i would only be back at 10pm. They have pratically robbed me of the precious day before my exams.

Anyway it's a bloody long story, i called everyone that i could call and all they seemed to be doing is just pushing the job around.

Serious i hope they would rot in hell.

I would not blame u if u tried, u don't even fucking wanna try. It's always "oh... u should call this person instead..." then that person will reply, "oh... after so and so period... it's not our job... blah blah blah..."

Oh man... just go rot in hell lah...

Well... seriously life s just too difficult, but then again there is always a choice to just lay back so why don't i?

Why pursue an illusive dream?

Why reach for something better when u can pretend and make believe that u have the best? Like i can say right now i have the fucking best job in the world. U can make believe that u can make 5K a month by staying in your room eating instant noodles and offloaded food from the aircraft. Oh yes, we do make 5k, that is before LESS cost and expediture incurred while travelling.

U do not learn to manage your finance till u take up accounting and finance.

But then again, there are those that will never learn, they would never calculate their margin of safety, and end up incuring debts.

My god, people will never understand what is gross value and net value.

Anyway i'm getting so tired of all this shit. i wish my exams would be over soon, and i might somehow managed to complete all my revision in this unbelievably blood short time. I mean, this is seriously so unbelievable, i so much wanted to work hard and there is so many fucking things against me.

Best of all, i'm only doing 2 modules this sememster, i can't imagine 3 next sem.

This is one reason why i dun want to have kid, after going thru so much shit from day 1 i dun see why i should make someone go thru the same shit as me. i would rather they stay as sperms and lead the fast and furious life.

Seriously, dun even think of sharing my burden, it will crush u. Don't, it has been proven. My burden is mine alone to bare. Because if u think u have gone thru the same thing as me, u wouldn't want to share my burden, coz if it were me, i wouldn't.

U would know if u've been there.

I'm a motherfuckin veteran and i love to smell the air of impending doom in the morning. Just another Fucking Day...

~SONG~ where's my SONG?...~~

"Left toe, Right toe, keep up the tempo...
here we go again... same old shit again..."

4/20/2009 06:59:00 PM | Permalink |

Monday, April 13, 2009

Have i not learnt to treasure?
There are many things that are hard to come by and thus should be treasured, but weighed on the scale of importance, then what's most treasured may not be what's most neccesary. In this world priority exist and its measure of importance is based on survival. What u need to survive takes precedence over all things else.

Therefore what that i may treasure the most may not save me. To save a sinking ship, all else must go overboard. When push comes to shove, ultimately, what's most important would have to go too, sooner or later. Right now, the world situation seems to be in transit to the "shoving" stage.

Time and time again, we will be force to make sacrifices, but make one that at least improve your chance of survival, and not sacrifices based on sentimental reasons. If everything is based on sentimental feelings, then there will be too many that we will not be able to give up.

Often than not, what would eventually be sacrificed would be what that may be the most important and neccessary. What is the most important is always the cold hard truth that doesn't give the warm and fuzzy feeling for people to remember, thus always tossed aside without a second thought.

It is only when those warm and fuzzy fail to save the sinking ship then do they think of what that was lost. But it's too late.

So out in the cold and stormy sea, on a sinking boat, which would u ditch? The heater or the oars?

So what is important? only u can answer to that question, we all lead different life, so what u need to survive may be different from me. I definately know what i need to survive, and thus it's not my test. But rather, whether am i brave enough to make those choices is another questions.

Often the more RIGHT the choice, the more difficult and arduous the choice it's to make.

Thus courage becomes measure of a man, a man's life is never easy.

And that is my true test.

Am i a man or a wimp.

4/13/2009 03:29:00 PM | Permalink |

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Misconstrued Sacrifices...
Why the misinterpretation to life's most honourable rites? Where forfeitures are made in hope of greater cause. But no, human will have to warp every meaning to whatever they wished to percieve it to be. Selective adaption is human, but very flawed.

One sacrifice one's life so others may not have to make the needless sacrifice, but thanks to "titanic theology" of things, the "u jump i jump" principle, we have once again butchered a righteous intent.

Anyway if memory serves me correctly, the "u jump i jump" principle was meant to coax a coward into saving her own life and not pertaining anything in relation to sacrifice. There u see, selective adaptaion again and it has screwed us up pretty badly. But anyway thanks to human stupidity and the self application of selective adaptation, i can sell things that they dun need to them. It's call marketing.

Why dun u see, sacrifices are not meant to prove anything at all, in fact it is more liken the fact of not having anyone else to prove anything at all. Sacrifices are made for a greater benefit. Sacifices are made so no one will have to make them at all.

And why LOVE is warped?
If Sacrifices equates Love, then a misconstred Sacrifice equates a misconstrued Love.

Sigh... humans...

Anyway i studied till 2am last night, past my targeted "cut off" time of midnight, well, for a greater good, sacrifices must be made. Haha... But it was only at my own expense nonetheless.
Hiak Hiak... see my maga mind map... Someone will say it's "ER Xin" again... Hiak hiak hiak...

Look at it in contrast to my Handphone and textbook! ahahaha...

And it can be folded down too, with each folded page containing a subtopic. Neat! haha... I'm a Genius!

4/12/2009 08:13:00 AM | Permalink |

Friday, April 10, 2009

14 Days to D Day.
Woke up early to make up for lost time.
i'm still feeling sick, the flu and the bodyache is killing me.
hope standby would not be activated.
Yes i'm capable but please do not expend me.
Got to start studying now, i have calculated that it is possible to accomplish the task of revision, but barely. 14 days is alot but only if studying is your only occupation. I still have to take into account of work.

Anyway i woke up with this phrase in my mind, "every beginning allows new opportunities, but u must be a damn fool not to learn from experence." In short, life gives u many chance to hit the restart button (although many times it seems like it's the one and only chance. Hiak), but prudence calls for us to use judgement and past experences in our decisions and not throw caution to the wind just because common consensus or your feelings are telling u so. Both are human traits and they are flawed and fickled.

Perhaps the worst thing is to seek advice from people who are facing the same problems as u, if they are still facing the same problem, it is a problem that they still can't help themselves with. Seeking advice from one would only cause u more dismay or at the very least, not solve anything. Worse if they use feelings to make judgement call.

Like i said before, evolution has grant us intelligence so we can make better judgement base on logic and analysis to sought a better outcome. It doesn't mean a lost is bad and gaining everything is good, because u do not want to tip the scale, u want to keep things in balance and in harmony. Cause if the scale tipped and falls, u might end up losing everything.

There are time i endured alot of nonsense from alot of people, not because i have to and by the fact that i am right in certain things, i could have just fired back. But better judgement calls for me to stand down as i seek to gain nothing from such an episode. Perhaps the only thing i saved may be my pride but it has no economic benefits of whatsoever and thus of no value and doesn't matter if it's lost or not.

After all, it doesn't matter since it's their lost that they failed to realise the most appropriate course of action due to their pride and their make-believes. It will be their downfall and not yours, thus there is no need to get worked up over what that will not affect u.

But ofcoz u would be asking since i'm right, why not strike back? Oh yes, why not?

If u wanna do so make sure it counts, make sure it serve it's effect for your future plans not just the immediate. In warfare we'll lauch a preemptive strike on the enemy, strike deep, strike hard when they are the most vulnerable and least expected and make sure the enemy doesn't recover.

The Japanese did so on the american superpower during WWII in pearl harbour. They wounded the american pretty bad, but unfortunately they left out the backbone of the navy, the aircraft carriers which later came back to bite them back in the ass.

Make your strike counts, especially against a more powerful adversary, cripple them and make sure they can barely crawl. Because when the tide turns, u will be overwhelmed. In warfare there is no mercy, because we are human, hates begets hate, violence begets violence, an eye for an eye, there will always be reprisal. Doesn't all these sound so much like everyday life? It's only on a greater magnitude, therefore u can expect the same if u decide to strike back.

In short, DESTROY HIM, if winning is your objective, don't just win for nothing, win for something, something of value and will secure future benefits.

Seriously i think i wasn't really sleeping the night before. haha... seem like my mind is always in process of thoughts.

Ok... Back to studies...

4/10/2009 06:34:00 AM | Permalink |

Thursday, April 09, 2009

15 Days to Go.
The countdown has began, so far revision had not been productive, if this goes on i might flunk the paper, something must be done, i need to increase productivity, or rather the efficiency in revision. I'm afraid what i've studied might end up being forgotten, then all the slogging would all be for nothing. I must as well do some flight and earn some much needed buck.

Chapter 4, there is still 5, 6, 7, 8, 9. 13 to go. Not to mention revising on the past chapter of 1 to 3. Damn it, i just seem like i've only merely just began.

I want to sleep, no, I HAVE TO SLEEP, my body is breaking down, i'm falling sick, working and studying has taken a toll on my body. Yet despite the suffering, i expect no sympathy and i recieved non. I dun expect people to understand but neither do i expect to be ridiculed. Company says that we should not be falling sick, and others think that how can one study so much it affects his life.

I'm speechless, no way can i defend myself, no way can i use study as an excuse to my struggles, i chose this path and i know what i'm in for.

This is the world we live in, whereby what's right or wrong is defined by a common but flawed opinion of what's normal. What's right is regarded as wrong so long as general consensus says it's wrong.

Therefore, what's good for u may not be good and vice versa. Perhaps answering to your own needs may be the most "Right", even though in general opinion may be the "most" wrong, after all, how wrong can u get if u are doing what's good for u?

Double standard? Hardly, just as long as the rules set doesn't applies to them. The mere purpose is one of self glorification than as a process to right things. Evolution has grant us intelligence but at the same time the human imperfection in us has abused our gift.

We are ruled not by logic but by self greed. Collective agreement is a mere manifestation of common desire, even when it is wrong.

We are humans, we are flawed, therefore even in common consensus, everyone may be wrong.

We live in an imperfect world, why try to make it a perfect one?

Oh man, i'm so tired... time to go to sleep.

4/09/2009 11:41:00 PM | Permalink |

Why people turn "SIAO"?
emotions makes people do crazy things, wish we could do less of these. What's wrong with being sensible anyway? Why do we subject ourselves under the rule of something so fickle? One moment all seems so important but insignificant the next. So why drive yourself by being a slave to your emotion?

why can't we be happy? Oh then again happiness is an emotion. Then why cannot we be "not" happy? why can we not do things dependent on emotions? Wished i'd feel less, or pehaps i already have little feelings thus there are voids for filling, that can be filled with other people's feelings. Can i not be affected?

4/09/2009 11:03:00 AM | Permalink |

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

While driving home...
after i've sent my sister for her driving lessons, something occured to me. I do not want to be driving a family car. No MPV for me. I want to drive my Souped up turbo charged 2 door coupe, blast my R&Bs music on my ICE system, and race the next GTR to the traffic light.

I dun wanna fix infant seats to my car, drive slow and stay on the center lane. In fact i've never stayed on the center lane, why restrict yourself to one lane when u got three to drive on. haha...

Yes, i wanna play and what's wrong with that. It's not at anyone expense. It will be when i have to fasten a infant seat. No more cutting fast corners on the road, reving engines and traffic light races, it might snap the baby's head right off. Now that is irresposible.

No more Turbo charger,
No more ECU tuning,
No more throttle control,
No more big throttle vulves,
No more 17" racing wheels,
No more bodykits,
No more floor bar and struts bar,
No more hard racing suspension,
No needs for coil overs,
No more HIDs,
No more big Intake manifolds,
No more expensive brake kit,
No more Twin exhaust mufflers,
No more GT wings

And a whole other list of "no mores". It's not that u can't add on these to your MPV, it's a damn waste to add it to a MPV. A MPV is a van that deguise itself as a very expensive stretch version of a car.

i could do alot with the same amount of money.

And worst of all, it doesn't comes with manual transmission, u can forget about beating red lights and overtaking people. U are now OWNED my friend. Hiak hiak...

Damn... I am too young for this kind of things.

This is why your parents ask u not to date at such a young age. They knew best, and they want u to enjoy the best. But we never listen and it's a cycle of things throughout the generations. We will never learn.

4/07/2009 03:39:00 PM | Permalink |

I've come too far...
and have even further to go.
it's a never ending journey yet i must not give up. There have been much losses, but i stand to lose even more if i give up.

It's not so much as to what i've lost, since what's lost cannot be gain back, but rather how to minimise future loses with the most returns in life. My lecturer says, "treat business as your life and your life as your business". How so true is that. In certain way they are inter-related, behaviour and character are consistant, therefore, how u treat your personal life will be how u treat your business.

There is never a good business man with a messed up life, just that the society make it this way. But a messed up person will definate end up being a messed up business man. Tell me, what's wrong with cutting your losses, but in society if it involves u and me then it's wrong. Human relationship mess things up.

If a Friend is a bad debtor, will u do business with him/her? But the irony of thing is that because that person is a friend, against your better judgement u will do so! Coz if u dun, u might lose the friendship. But have it ever occur to u that if he defaults on payment, it might lead to the same outcome?

Thus i say, FUCK it, If u are my friend and u know u might default on payment, why do u still come and look for me? Coz u know i won't say no? Then how much do u call yourself a friend? If it were me i would find some other bastards to cheat. I get to make my quick buck, u dun lose anything, i dun lose anything and we get to keep our friendship.

People always say they are cheated by their friends and stuff, i say they deserve it, they knew better. If sympathy is what u are looking for, u can have it coz it's free but it won't do u any good, since what's free doesn't have value. U need something tangible, if not u wouldn't be crying father mother.

Hard love? nope it's just the fact of life, Seeing it allows u to survive, obscuring it would cause u to walk off a building. Anyway love is blind, that how much u can depend on it as a guide. No wonder so many people walked off cliffs and buildings.

Freaking hell, i think god has created a feeling that obscured everthing that would ultimately lead us to our downfall. hiak hiak... of perhaps this world is so full of shit that he has no choice but to do so. We can't make it anywhere without stepping on our own shit. Not knowing it makes things easier. So thank u god, i think i've made it to my destination although my shoes felt a little heavy and soggy. Oh wait what's that, looks like chocolate puddy on my shoes, and taste like... hiak hiak... Nevermind, still thank u anyway. HIAK.

Anyway to the god loving/fearing people, Hiak... dun take offence ya, it's all for fun loving laughters, peace and joy. After all we are just only human. hiak. and he is afterall god, who is so magnanimous. haha...

Oh man... think my cousin is gonna kill me..., haha... dun kill me yah... haha... i can't resist a good joke.

Success is the measure of a man, how he balance his work and life, to do or sacrifice what is appropriate in his personal life to increase productivity in his work and gain maximum returns from his work back to benefit his personal life...

An example, Johnnie decides to give up his life of clubbing and gals and decide to put in extra long working hours, in return he gets a bigger pile of cash, a BMW 5 series, a big house and maybe a Yacht. U do not say i want my life of so and so and yet i want so and so too. IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY.

Oh man, and we guys will say Johnnie is so damn successful, i just wanna be just like him. And girls will say he doesn't have a life, no family, no wife, no whatever... well... We guys will say, Johnnie can buy himself a vietamese gal. haha... who will happily bore him a soccer team.

Anyway, Norman Hiah is now doing some attachment in Vietnam and he said vietmanese gals are hot! haha... Yah... i concur after doing my Saigon turn and see all these ang moh ~~GI's~~ (sorry i'm still stuck with my vietnam war era), with a vietnamese chick wrapped around their arm. haha... Oh yeah... and they come with english language selection too. haha...

Haha... ok ok... That is damn bad of me, but my point is that there is always alternative and it's not really worst u know.

TO sacrifice everything for nothing is a bloody fool.
TO sacrifice nothing for something is a damn F***ing lie.
TO sacrifice minimum for maximum return is freaking brilliant but unrealistic.
Something must give, weigh its important vs its benefit in returns,
understand that fact then do u sacrifice more for more.
There will be a time where u will have to sacrifice much, but in return, TAKE EVERYTHING. "Leave no stones unturn."

Back then there was a time i always liked to say, "We give them NOTHING... But take from them EVERYTHING~~~~~~~." haha... but back then was during the army days which i was actually refering to stealing peoples girlfriends. hahaha... U see, unconventional warfare is sort of our forte. hahaha... Commandos.

"Day and Night while u're sleeping airborne rangers coming creeping all around..." haha...

4/07/2009 09:55:00 AM | Permalink |

Monday, April 06, 2009

Am i bitting off more than i can chew?
I'm beginning to choke, i'm feeling asphyxiated.

i want it all, i want everything. is that too much to ask? If so, why refuse my rights to desire? is it because it is humanly impossible to desire to the heart content or do we limit ourselves to what we can have?

perhaps u do not really learn to swim till u realise u can't breathe underwater and fight to stay afloat. Likewise u dun call yourself a man till u go thru some tough struggle and choices in life. There is no discount in life, to earn yourself a name, u must survive on its proving ground.

I realised things might not be as bright and rosy as i thought. It appears i have it all, but in fact i'm struggling to keep it all together. My end statement would always be "with a little luck, i might pull thru". Luck has always been a major contributing factor. Someday wished my ability would be the dominating factor.

i dunnoe why i'm writing all these for, maybe it's stress and i just want to rant. i feel so tired, i wished i could paste a DND sticker on me for a while.

I SO WANT TO LIE ON MY BED AND SLEEP.

Hiak Hiak... i took this while rushing to the airport for my MEL flight. It's so damn early in the morning lor. The sun had barely risen lor.

Hey... it's crown guys, where the aussie poker tournaments are held. Chin Chun! i was there! haha...

Hey all my best friends, time to meet back at hall 7 for our poker tournament! Let me show u my trash talking skills once more. haha...

Oh and this is so damn cool, i came back in the morning and found 5 lancers parked side by side. Including mine! haha...

It's like Ubi car mart at my carpark with all the STi's, EVOs, Civics, EX's and turbo charged ZENGed cars.

4/06/2009 11:33:00 AM | Permalink |

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Why is it always the guy's fault.
Do we not try to please? Have we not done our part? Will enough never be enough? When will requests ever end? Do we have to give our lives inorder to convince enough that we had done all we could?

Yes i do feel for u, i know u are hurting but has anyone ever feel for me? How about listening to what i want too? it's not about me wanting to do my own things, but rather what that is required for me to do.

Why does everyone have to make me feel so guilty about what i have and need to do? Does relationship trumps all else in life? It's all talks, talks about taking time from here and there, i should do this and that. It's so easy for u to say coz u are not me. Like i say it all talks. Free and Unrestrained, without a thought of consideration.

How many of u have to go thru each day thinking about the household bills to pay, the loans to pay, the next semester's school fees, the unfinished group project due in 2 days time, the exams, approval of leaves for exams, whether i have enough leaves to meet next semester of studies, and i haven't even come to the part about what u have been concerning yourself over.

SO CUT ME SOME GOD DAMN SLACK CAN?

Nobody can do everything, but there are somethings that requires doing more than others. Can no one understand that fact. If u think it's possible, then SHOW ME. Then there will comes the talk of "it's difficult but possible" from somewhere, oh my god... this will never stop.

Yes it's possible, but do u expect so much from me to see me crawl and bleed? people only see what u can give, but no one ever consider the facts of what that has been given, what is there left to give, why it can or cannot be given. Nobody gives a damn...

I dunnoe, maybe everyone is right, i should be more committed to my relationship, since everyone is so keen on giving their advice now and then so often, i say u all should also be there when i fail my exams, u all will fly over to Mel and tell the program director that i should be given my degree because relationship is the most important aspect in singapore, without it, we are nobody.

Or perhaps someone will pay my bills and my loan, tell me "no worries man, it's all on me", or at the very least, will ask me, "u need any help? let me help."

Yes, i know all things can be acomplished, i can sleep less, trade offdays and stuff, yes it can be done, i have went on missions 3 days straight without sleep, with little water and food, pushing all human endurance to the limit, i didn't break, but it did turned me, my body took over, logic made no sense, i had strength that i never possess but it came with bloodlust and violence. It drives me to complete my mission. The perfect killing, fighting soldier. Humans are capable of adapting even when stretched to the extreme, but there is a cost. Something will have to give. Can u afford what u have to give?

This world is hypocritical. Perhaps people are always pointing out other people's faults and mistake in hope it will overshadow their own faults and mistakes.

SO to those outside people's lives please dun say what u would not do if given the same situation. Trust me, u will not want to be in my shoes. I will never demand anyone to do more than what they can do, so why demand so much as me? More importantly, is what u are offering meant to be constructive? If not, it's destrucive or at the very least doesn't change a thing and adds another problem to my whole other lists of problem to think about.

Be kind please if u care enough for me.

Why is the request of a relationship so hard to meet, the trials so insurmountable. I'm now seriously confused. This world is warped and twisted.

Anyway about the bloodlust part, i somehow enjoyed the violence back then, the limitless strength, the ablity to do the near impossible and the feeling of indestructability. I can fall off cliff and not break a single bone, people can get hit by all sort of things and continue missions without pain even with broken bones, no sweat, and the most ultimate of all, i hear a signaler and his group got struck by lighting and not die. They just dust themselves off, pick themselves up and continue on.

People see us as stuff of legends, Sigh... and here i'm, bogged down by matters of the heart. I'm such a disgrace to my outfit man.

Saw my batchmates while reporting for my PVG flight. been such a long time since i last saw them, too bad we are all reporting for different flights though...

Yiling, my exteamie and batchgal, Azim my SNY buddy and batchboy.

4/01/2009 08:23:00 AM | Permalink |

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