True love...
is there such a thing or do we just settle for the next best thing and claim that it's true love. Do we just somehow know that there is someone else out there for us just that we won't get to see it this life or maybe out of obligations we ended up with someone else. Such is the shitty facts of life. I can only pray that i do not add up the the statistics of sad cases.
As hopeless and unmacho as it may sound, i do hope to fall in love and someone to fall in love with me. That i can tell her "i love u" without me doubting myself. How i wish love was the sweet innocence of long ago, just like the days back in school.
Nowadays sex is no longer an association with love, it just pure human desire. It's no longer taking a step further but rather to feed a desire. It's no longer a sexist issue, the female population is as guilty as the male.
Now i feel love is no longer a blessing but more of a curse. U cast self doubts, bring pain to yourself and others. How do u tell someone u dun love the person when the person is madly in love with u? How do u tell the person it's not fair and that u suffer just as much as he or she, that u feel just as robbed of love. Life in fact is a reciprocal of feelings and not one way.
Seriously alot of things in the world is just wrong trying to seem right. Only thing we can do is to ride out the storm and hopefully reach our graves in one piece.
Life seriously sucks dun u think.
Anyway i'm in Dubai now, just to let everybody know the internet is damn cheap for us crew. Well free is better but not many places offer free and even if they do the connection sucks. Just like where i was last week in Capetown.
Going back tonight, hopefully everything turns out wll by the time i arrive back in singapore.
is there such a thing or do we just settle for the next best thing and claim that it's true love. Do we just somehow know that there is someone else out there for us just that we won't get to see it this life or maybe out of obligations we ended up with someone else. Such is the shitty facts of life. I can only pray that i do not add up the the statistics of sad cases.
As hopeless and unmacho as it may sound, i do hope to fall in love and someone to fall in love with me. That i can tell her "i love u" without me doubting myself. How i wish love was the sweet innocence of long ago, just like the days back in school.
Nowadays sex is no longer an association with love, it just pure human desire. It's no longer taking a step further but rather to feed a desire. It's no longer a sexist issue, the female population is as guilty as the male.
Now i feel love is no longer a blessing but more of a curse. U cast self doubts, bring pain to yourself and others. How do u tell someone u dun love the person when the person is madly in love with u? How do u tell the person it's not fair and that u suffer just as much as he or she, that u feel just as robbed of love. Life in fact is a reciprocal of feelings and not one way.
Seriously alot of things in the world is just wrong trying to seem right. Only thing we can do is to ride out the storm and hopefully reach our graves in one piece.
Life seriously sucks dun u think.
Anyway i'm in Dubai now, just to let everybody know the internet is damn cheap for us crew. Well free is better but not many places offer free and even if they do the connection sucks. Just like where i was last week in Capetown.
Going back tonight, hopefully everything turns out wll by the time i arrive back in singapore.
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