Back from HongKong, Back to Reality...
Tell me something, why do we always dream when we have to wake up to the hard hitting reality? Why allow dreams of possiblilties and sweet outcomes when reality differs so much from it all? Why do we allow ourselves to have hope only to be disappointed.
Why do i hope for something that i know life will never give me. I wonder why did i ever soften up to give way to hope. I should have shut it out, knowing and living the worst outcome is better than having hope for something good only to have u thrown into the deepest darkest pits of hell when u least expected.
I really think i have enough.
Anyway yesterday after touching down i went out to meet up with Big Ben and Wendy, but not before rushing to Orchard to buy Wendy's and Ben's birthday present. It's big ben birthday, so since Wendy and i are around we decided to celebrate with him. Hee... as for Wendy's, i've owed her since her birthday on the 9th.
Wendy and i shared money to buy Ben a money clip for all those Tips we have to give overseas, while i got Wendy a sweet Pink Colour Agnes b Key Ring. Damn... should have taken a pic of it, it's damn nice. Hee... Too bad for people who wanna buy, no more stock already! haha...
Had a simple dinner at Ngee Ann City's Seoul Garden. It has been eons since i had dinner at Seoul Guarden. haha... In the past i really thot it was korean BBQ haha... But now after i been to korea, This one really is crap.
But since it's Big Ben Birthday it doesn't really matter, what matter most is the company, we didn't really eat much anyway, since most of the time we were chatting. U know, it's either food going in or words coming out. u can't have both things happening at the same time. haha... Anyway we stayed all the way till closing, think the waiters and waitresses all must be cursing and swearing liao coz they have to wait for us to leave then can close shop. haha...
After dinner was tea, coffee, smoothies and cakes at Mr Bean. haha... something different from our usual alcohol fueled nights. Chatted about life, relationships, future and a business prospect. haha... That night we learn more about each other than the 3 months spent as batchmates.
I also discovered my own disappointment. But i'm getting used to it already, what is one more when u been thru so many already. They always say, "what that doesn't kill u makes u stronger", but it will also change u.
Then today flag off the start of my leave. Met up with Shernaine to get my credit cards. haha... A citibank platinum card, a platinum Clear card, and that SMRT card, which i dun think serve any purpose except for an EZIlink card and an extention of my credit limit. haha...
I'm starting to live the life of a loner again. Watch movie alone, shop alone and eat alone. That's how i spent my entire day today. But guess it doesn't matter like it used to.
Tell me something, why do we always dream when we have to wake up to the hard hitting reality? Why allow dreams of possiblilties and sweet outcomes when reality differs so much from it all? Why do we allow ourselves to have hope only to be disappointed.
Why do i hope for something that i know life will never give me. I wonder why did i ever soften up to give way to hope. I should have shut it out, knowing and living the worst outcome is better than having hope for something good only to have u thrown into the deepest darkest pits of hell when u least expected.
I really think i have enough.
Anyway yesterday after touching down i went out to meet up with Big Ben and Wendy, but not before rushing to Orchard to buy Wendy's and Ben's birthday present. It's big ben birthday, so since Wendy and i are around we decided to celebrate with him. Hee... as for Wendy's, i've owed her since her birthday on the 9th.
Wendy and i shared money to buy Ben a money clip for all those Tips we have to give overseas, while i got Wendy a sweet Pink Colour Agnes b Key Ring. Damn... should have taken a pic of it, it's damn nice. Hee... Too bad for people who wanna buy, no more stock already! haha...
Had a simple dinner at Ngee Ann City's Seoul Garden. It has been eons since i had dinner at Seoul Guarden. haha... In the past i really thot it was korean BBQ haha... But now after i been to korea, This one really is crap.
But since it's Big Ben Birthday it doesn't really matter, what matter most is the company, we didn't really eat much anyway, since most of the time we were chatting. U know, it's either food going in or words coming out. u can't have both things happening at the same time. haha... Anyway we stayed all the way till closing, think the waiters and waitresses all must be cursing and swearing liao coz they have to wait for us to leave then can close shop. haha...
After dinner was tea, coffee, smoothies and cakes at Mr Bean. haha... something different from our usual alcohol fueled nights. Chatted about life, relationships, future and a business prospect. haha... That night we learn more about each other than the 3 months spent as batchmates.
I also discovered my own disappointment. But i'm getting used to it already, what is one more when u been thru so many already. They always say, "what that doesn't kill u makes u stronger", but it will also change u.
Then today flag off the start of my leave. Met up with Shernaine to get my credit cards. haha... A citibank platinum card, a platinum Clear card, and that SMRT card, which i dun think serve any purpose except for an EZIlink card and an extention of my credit limit. haha...
I'm starting to live the life of a loner again. Watch movie alone, shop alone and eat alone. That's how i spent my entire day today. But guess it doesn't matter like it used to.
