Sydney Tonight...
Oh my god... Still feel like crap. But no choice, looks like i've still got to operate tonight. Don't know how am i gonna last all the way till next morning. Can only hope it would be over soon. Just pray that the load would be a merciful one. haha...
Damn... My head is still throbbing.
Heee... but most probably that was from the late night chat with Wendy. haha... Wendy was back from Mel last night.
The conversation was supposed to be saved for the next time we met up but we ended up chatting till 4am in the morning. Amazing Wendy kept awake for so long considering Mel to be a tough flight. Well then again, i'm sick as well, so... haha...
Anyway we always have plenty to talk about. Plenty more the next time we meet. haha...
This morning i recieved 2 missed calls. Actually was just one miss call while i didn't pick up the other coz i didn't recognise the number. 2 different numbers, with similar starting numbers, i supposed it's the same caller just using a different line.
The number seem awefully familiar.
Haha... Nevertheless, i do not pick up unfamiliar numbers now. Only those numbers that are in my phone list will i pick up. This past year i've gotten myself involved in a lot of things i shouldn't have and some mistakes made should just end there, not drag on in a destructive cycle.
I now choose happiness in living my own life instead of living to people's demands. If i become depressed and suicidal, who's there to blame? -Nobody! because i have a choice to how i wanna live my life. Likewise, no one else is responsible for another one's life. U live your own life.
Oh my god... Still feel like crap. But no choice, looks like i've still got to operate tonight. Don't know how am i gonna last all the way till next morning. Can only hope it would be over soon. Just pray that the load would be a merciful one. haha...
Damn... My head is still throbbing.
Heee... but most probably that was from the late night chat with Wendy. haha... Wendy was back from Mel last night.
The conversation was supposed to be saved for the next time we met up but we ended up chatting till 4am in the morning. Amazing Wendy kept awake for so long considering Mel to be a tough flight. Well then again, i'm sick as well, so... haha...
Anyway we always have plenty to talk about. Plenty more the next time we meet. haha...
This morning i recieved 2 missed calls. Actually was just one miss call while i didn't pick up the other coz i didn't recognise the number. 2 different numbers, with similar starting numbers, i supposed it's the same caller just using a different line.
The number seem awefully familiar.
Haha... Nevertheless, i do not pick up unfamiliar numbers now. Only those numbers that are in my phone list will i pick up. This past year i've gotten myself involved in a lot of things i shouldn't have and some mistakes made should just end there, not drag on in a destructive cycle.
I now choose happiness in living my own life instead of living to people's demands. If i become depressed and suicidal, who's there to blame? -Nobody! because i have a choice to how i wanna live my life. Likewise, no one else is responsible for another one's life. U live your own life.
