Last day of happiness...
Yesterday was the last day of my japanese class and my salsa class... So coincidental right? Haha... most probably signifies the next phase of my post ORD life. haha...
Class Photo. With steve and nari missing. Steve on business trip to China, while nari is sick at home. Poor thing. :p
hee... graduation day! Me with my basic cert. haha... Completion of basic 1 & 2. Now intermediate liao loh... haha...
Lunch at ichiban boshi, haha... the $5 udon set damn worth it man! Udon, 1 handroll and 1 green tea for $5++, add $1 more, u get to have ice cream. So around $6.90 like that... haha... eat at food court also dun have this bargain... haha...
hmmm... Nari missed class yesterday, coz she was sick. I think she was sick coz she went out with Toshi the previous night. haha... actually she was already not feeling too well, she should have stayed home to rest. Seriously i think bad boys do get the gals. Good guys would have ask the gal to stay home to rest and she would most probably think the guy is quite a bore. hmmm... what to do. Seem like everyone love to make sacrifices... The good guy for the gal, the gal for the bad guy... and the bad guy sacrifice his previous gf for the new gal... haha... Oh look... good guy is at the bottom of the relationship "food chain"... haha...
Anyway i'm not exactly a good guy, so i'm not at the bottom, most probably somewhere in the middle. haha... i won't make unnecessary sacrifices. So if i were to make sacrifices it would mean something... haha...
Haha... but i also do wish to make sacrifices for that special someone. But will it be worth it? or will it be 一场欢喜 一场 … er... whatever, haha...
er... but i think i'm better being single anyway coz i got not much to sacrifice already, haha... i got no money and no status, haha... only my life... haha... and besides that, i also dunnoe if i should allow myself to fall in love again or not. Falling in love means letting down your guard, u could easily get hurt... It's like going online without firewall. haha...
I don't like people playing around with other's feeling, nor treat others' feeling lightly. If u want someone to love u, u must prepare to love that someone too.
To love means to feel happy when being loved, to feel dissappointed when being let down, to feel jealous when u see the person with someone else, to feel hurt when u are being hurt. To love mean no double standards and no defences and susceptible to the elements.
I do worry for Nari, i hope Toshi really likes her. Not just to have fun and to past time. I think she's a good gal and deserve someone who will take good care of her. So does Jinny too and every other gal.
I have nothing against Toshi, he's really a great friend. Both Nari and Toshi are my good friends, just that i oppose to some of the opinions Toshi has of relationship. But if he's really serious about Nari, then Nari is in good hand. Haha... Anyway like i said, both of them would make matching couple. Both their families are of high status. Haha... While i'm just a commoner... haha...
Anyway I realised Jinny is the more caring one between her and Nari, haha... she replies my msg almost immediately most of the time and the last time while out drinking she was the first one to offer to drink for me when she know i almost couldn't take it liao. haha... Yah... need a girl to protect me right? haha... But when come to drinking i'm really bad. Enjoy myself- yes. Binge drinking- No. Either than that i'm very much capable of taking care of myself and protecting others as well.
Haha... Well, how things will turn out i really dunnoe. Whenever i wished for something it would turn out the opposite. If given the chance who wouldn't want it? I would give my 100%. Hmmm... maybe i should just leave it to fate. haha... Alright i admit it. I wish to fall in love, BUT... i dun wish to break my heart again, nor do i wish to give the gal a half hearted love. Haha... It's so complex right? But i guess that is the problem with human. Complicated...
Yesterday was the last day of my japanese class and my salsa class... So coincidental right? Haha... most probably signifies the next phase of my post ORD life. haha...
Class Photo. With steve and nari missing. Steve on business trip to China, while nari is sick at home. Poor thing. :p
hee... graduation day! Me with my basic cert. haha... Completion of basic 1 & 2. Now intermediate liao loh... haha...
Lunch at ichiban boshi, haha... the $5 udon set damn worth it man! Udon, 1 handroll and 1 green tea for $5++, add $1 more, u get to have ice cream. So around $6.90 like that... haha... eat at food court also dun have this bargain... haha...
hmmm... Nari missed class yesterday, coz she was sick. I think she was sick coz she went out with Toshi the previous night. haha... actually she was already not feeling too well, she should have stayed home to rest. Seriously i think bad boys do get the gals. Good guys would have ask the gal to stay home to rest and she would most probably think the guy is quite a bore. hmmm... what to do. Seem like everyone love to make sacrifices... The good guy for the gal, the gal for the bad guy... and the bad guy sacrifice his previous gf for the new gal... haha... Oh look... good guy is at the bottom of the relationship "food chain"... haha...
Anyway i'm not exactly a good guy, so i'm not at the bottom, most probably somewhere in the middle. haha... i won't make unnecessary sacrifices. So if i were to make sacrifices it would mean something... haha...
Haha... but i also do wish to make sacrifices for that special someone. But will it be worth it? or will it be 一场欢喜 一场 … er... whatever, haha...
er... but i think i'm better being single anyway coz i got not much to sacrifice already, haha... i got no money and no status, haha... only my life... haha... and besides that, i also dunnoe if i should allow myself to fall in love again or not. Falling in love means letting down your guard, u could easily get hurt... It's like going online without firewall. haha...
I don't like people playing around with other's feeling, nor treat others' feeling lightly. If u want someone to love u, u must prepare to love that someone too.
To love means to feel happy when being loved, to feel dissappointed when being let down, to feel jealous when u see the person with someone else, to feel hurt when u are being hurt. To love mean no double standards and no defences and susceptible to the elements.
I do worry for Nari, i hope Toshi really likes her. Not just to have fun and to past time. I think she's a good gal and deserve someone who will take good care of her. So does Jinny too and every other gal.
I have nothing against Toshi, he's really a great friend. Both Nari and Toshi are my good friends, just that i oppose to some of the opinions Toshi has of relationship. But if he's really serious about Nari, then Nari is in good hand. Haha... Anyway like i said, both of them would make matching couple. Both their families are of high status. Haha... While i'm just a commoner... haha...
Anyway I realised Jinny is the more caring one between her and Nari, haha... she replies my msg almost immediately most of the time and the last time while out drinking she was the first one to offer to drink for me when she know i almost couldn't take it liao. haha... Yah... need a girl to protect me right? haha... But when come to drinking i'm really bad. Enjoy myself- yes. Binge drinking- No. Either than that i'm very much capable of taking care of myself and protecting others as well.
Haha... Well, how things will turn out i really dunnoe. Whenever i wished for something it would turn out the opposite. If given the chance who wouldn't want it? I would give my 100%. Hmmm... maybe i should just leave it to fate. haha... Alright i admit it. I wish to fall in love, BUT... i dun wish to break my heart again, nor do i wish to give the gal a half hearted love. Haha... It's so complex right? But i guess that is the problem with human. Complicated...
