FOR HONOUR & GLORY~ At What Price?
Hmmmm... i certainly didn't thot of that when i went for my VA at commando 2 years back, but now, think i'm regretting it already. Now 3 months plus to ORD, i think i've lost more than i have gained. Poor, Fameless & girlfrendless, think there's not much else i can lose already.
I think the new slogan for the new commando advert should be like, Commando~ It's not what u can do, it's what u're willing to lose.
To be a commando;
i gave up my time,
burning weekends for exercise & clearing up stores (Stores!! i dun believe this shit!).
i gave up my dreams,
dreams of getting into the Canoeing National Team.
i gave up on relationships,
which gal whould want to spend to with someone who doesn't have time for himself.
i gave up on going out with my friends,
who would wanna meet someone who doesn't know what day or time he can book out.
i gave up on hope,
hope that things will turn out better, coz when one problem is solved another one comes.
i gave up on love,
coz there's no such thing anymore.
And soon, i'll give up on myself,
what's there to expect for yourself when your effort is just a collective effort & u won't be thank.
i only hope my ORD comes soon enough to snap me out of this miserable cycle. 3 more months!
Got to keep my shit together. I'm really going mad, not from the tough training but from wasting my time waiting for instructions which seems endless, yet trickling slowly to reach u. We could have multitasked, 40 men in 2 hours, yet they dispatch task slowly, one waiting up for another, becoming a 6 hours job.
So far, i never make appointment after book out, coz, either it'll be cancelled or i'll be very late where i must well go home. they play with your time, like a pet dog standing on it's hind legs, balancing hoping to reach the food dangling above him. So near but yet so far. They will not give u stores to clean & pack during the weekday but instead during the weekend where u're the most effective coz u need to book out, to meet your friends, your girlfriend, your family or just to rest your mind. That's why now i never meet anyone after bookout, i will never let my mental health be held hostage like before.
We look so good during NDP, but think about the price we paid... u think twice of joining one of us, unless everything in your world doesn't matter much to u.
Hmmmm... i certainly didn't thot of that when i went for my VA at commando 2 years back, but now, think i'm regretting it already. Now 3 months plus to ORD, i think i've lost more than i have gained. Poor, Fameless & girlfrendless, think there's not much else i can lose already.
I think the new slogan for the new commando advert should be like, Commando~ It's not what u can do, it's what u're willing to lose.
To be a commando;
i gave up my time,
burning weekends for exercise & clearing up stores (Stores!! i dun believe this shit!).
i gave up my dreams,
dreams of getting into the Canoeing National Team.
i gave up on relationships,
which gal whould want to spend to with someone who doesn't have time for himself.
i gave up on going out with my friends,
who would wanna meet someone who doesn't know what day or time he can book out.
i gave up on hope,
hope that things will turn out better, coz when one problem is solved another one comes.
i gave up on love,
coz there's no such thing anymore.
And soon, i'll give up on myself,
what's there to expect for yourself when your effort is just a collective effort & u won't be thank.
i only hope my ORD comes soon enough to snap me out of this miserable cycle. 3 more months!
Got to keep my shit together. I'm really going mad, not from the tough training but from wasting my time waiting for instructions which seems endless, yet trickling slowly to reach u. We could have multitasked, 40 men in 2 hours, yet they dispatch task slowly, one waiting up for another, becoming a 6 hours job.
So far, i never make appointment after book out, coz, either it'll be cancelled or i'll be very late where i must well go home. they play with your time, like a pet dog standing on it's hind legs, balancing hoping to reach the food dangling above him. So near but yet so far. They will not give u stores to clean & pack during the weekday but instead during the weekend where u're the most effective coz u need to book out, to meet your friends, your girlfriend, your family or just to rest your mind. That's why now i never meet anyone after bookout, i will never let my mental health be held hostage like before.
We look so good during NDP, but think about the price we paid... u think twice of joining one of us, unless everything in your world doesn't matter much to u.
