i think i need a vacation.
hello people, i'm back, been a hectic month for me, so many changes to my life, so many things happening all at the same time that i almost couldn't cope. i think i seriously need a break.
A vacation would sounds nice.
My new toy has a dent. DAMN....
Love is such a complex issue. Basically u can't live without it, yet u couldn't live with it as well. It gives u strength yet burns u out at the same time. It's like a drug, it gives u a rush, a sense of euphoria, gives u almost limitless amount of energy. U demand more, to give u the same rush, u dun know what's happening to u till u hit a wall where it takes it all back from u and drains u completely.
Perhaps love is not about proving yourself to the other person, doing everything in the world to make the other person happy. instead it's about enjoying each other's company, enjoy what they can bring into the relationship including their shortcomings. If i still have so much to prove, perhaps i'm not the one.
Sigh... The truth sucks, yet, it present the facts in it's most simplest form. Perhaps that's why we hate the truth coz it present us with the clearest picture to make a decision, and sometimes, some decisions are not what we want to make, we rather be be shrouded from the fact than make certain decisions.
sorry i'm an emo bitch right now, i need to rant. Damn, i'm worst than a girl. Perhaps the things that make man a MAN is that they do not let thoughts stir in their mind. It clouds judgement and hampers decision making.
Emotion comes as an end state of an event, yet it also plays a part in the next, it's a double-edged sword. Wield it well and it will aid u, wield it poorly it will cut u. U are the master of your own emotions. What's bestowed upon u is for u to use and not for u to destroy yourself.
Damn... i still have so much to do... what have i been doing for the past few days? Damn...
I have my room to pack and clean, my new toy needs a wash and... COUNTLESS... can i leave all as it is? Anyway does it matter? Does anyone thinks that it matters? So why do i have to be particular about certain things?
Anyway happy birthday Karen and Pat too... Dun say i only wish happy Birthday to some people only. haha...
hello people, i'm back, been a hectic month for me, so many changes to my life, so many things happening all at the same time that i almost couldn't cope. i think i seriously need a break.
A vacation would sounds nice.
My new toy has a dent. DAMN....
Love is such a complex issue. Basically u can't live without it, yet u couldn't live with it as well. It gives u strength yet burns u out at the same time. It's like a drug, it gives u a rush, a sense of euphoria, gives u almost limitless amount of energy. U demand more, to give u the same rush, u dun know what's happening to u till u hit a wall where it takes it all back from u and drains u completely.
Perhaps love is not about proving yourself to the other person, doing everything in the world to make the other person happy. instead it's about enjoying each other's company, enjoy what they can bring into the relationship including their shortcomings. If i still have so much to prove, perhaps i'm not the one.
Sigh... The truth sucks, yet, it present the facts in it's most simplest form. Perhaps that's why we hate the truth coz it present us with the clearest picture to make a decision, and sometimes, some decisions are not what we want to make, we rather be be shrouded from the fact than make certain decisions.
sorry i'm an emo bitch right now, i need to rant. Damn, i'm worst than a girl. Perhaps the things that make man a MAN is that they do not let thoughts stir in their mind. It clouds judgement and hampers decision making.
Emotion comes as an end state of an event, yet it also plays a part in the next, it's a double-edged sword. Wield it well and it will aid u, wield it poorly it will cut u. U are the master of your own emotions. What's bestowed upon u is for u to use and not for u to destroy yourself.
Damn... i still have so much to do... what have i been doing for the past few days? Damn...
I have my room to pack and clean, my new toy needs a wash and... COUNTLESS... can i leave all as it is? Anyway does it matter? Does anyone thinks that it matters? So why do i have to be particular about certain things?
Anyway happy birthday Karen and Pat too... Dun say i only wish happy Birthday to some people only. haha...
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