beneath-e-pale-moonlight: March 2008

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

J5, just for one day...
haha... Yes, yesterday i was a stewardess for a day. Standby got activated.

Truely i was amazed that i actually blurted out "J5" when the IFS asked which position i wanna work. haha... The rest of the stewardess looked at me in amazement. haha... But anyway i have not much of a choice left since all three 2's position has been taken by the other 3 FS. haha... No more J2, no more B2, no more C2, either way i still have to work as a stewardess, so i might as well pick business class since i've not work Business Class as a stewardess before. haha...

Partly think i'm not in the right frame of mind yesterday... haha... must be the nauseating bus ride to the airport. The bloody bus was like a freaking sauna thanks to the broken airconditioning. The long and winding journey made it worst.

Anyway J5 was fun lah, all thanks to my J3 and J4 who guided me on how to be a stewardess. haha...

hmmm... just a random thought, will i ever find satisfaction in someone...

3/18/2008 09:34:00 PM | Permalink |

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Waiting by the phone- No More...
I now no longer guard the moble phone day and night- not wanting to miss an important call. No sir, in fact, i now seldom bring my moble out with me, i just leave it in the hotel room when i'm outstation. I will only reply when i have the time and energy to spare and because i have better things to do.

Yes sir, I dun believe in my old crappy thoughts anymore- that the phone is the "closest distance between 2 person".

It's just another technogical tool for application which u can choose to ultilise or not and not a necessity. I will call only when i feel like it, when i'm bored and have nothing better else to do.

Seriously being single may be the best thing that happen to me. Despite all the heartache, it turns out to be a blessing in disguise.

Firstly, I need not worry about someone else's problem whom they themselves are not really intersted in avoiding. Secondly, i get to invest all my time, attention and money on myself. Thirdly, i dun have to make a mad rash from places to places just to meet someone who dun really see and appreciate the effort.

In fact now i take buses instead of taking cabs, taking my time looking at the world pass me by, enjoying the view, not rushing for once. What the heck, i take buses for turnaround as well, to and from work, saving me quite alot of money. Anyway, given the fact that this company isn't paying enough by market standard, i would rather take buses and put my money elsewhere. Forget about glam, only fools would be disillusioned.

Lessons in life are pricey, but to learn from it reaps u greater rewards in return. People always love to say, "learn form other's mistake." But if we can learn by seeing then we are fucking geniuses already. There is no need to try already isn't it, u would do it right the first time.

Anyway last friday i went ice skating, it has been a long time since i touched the ice. haha... And finally with a gal who can skate.

Heee...

Anyway no more sad songs from now on. haha... Sad songs are only for losers! Think of it this way, if u are always winning, do u have to find comfort in those sad songs? haha... Fight fair to live like a gentleman, Snatch, steal, slaughter and plunder to survive- Your choice! haha... Ultimately, if u are the only one left standing. u can say whatever u want. Dead man dun talk! haha...

3/16/2008 08:17:00 AM | Permalink |

Sunday, March 09, 2008

March, Saying goodbye to winter.
Gone are those cold lonely nights. Maybe it's the season, the passing of winter, or maybe being left out in the cold for too long i've learnt to warm myself, that even when it's so darn cold i do not feel it.

Either way i did feel slightly invigorated this month, my heart felt warm, but it's not the warmth from love, nevertheless it's still warmth and i kind of like this feeling. Let's see where this feeling will lead me this year.

It may be yet another cold, unkind, unloving year, but i will survive, like always...

Some update for everyone, i've now shifted to Punggol East, although sounds kind of "ULU", i somehow like the peace and calm being so far away from the city offer. Go to my facebook and take a look at the pictures.

I've also gotten my advance diver certification so i can now offically dive deeper without getting "kao pei" by people.

Anyway since now my internet is back online, i'm back to blogging again. Stay tuned everyone.

Something for everyone to ponder over,
~"Will u give up loyalty, honour and every principle u ever believe in for love?"

coz i'm contemplating if the 2 phases below should be applied...

~"DAY & NIGHT WHILE U'RE SLEEPING AIRBORNE RANGERS COMING CREEPING ALL AROUND..."

~"WE GIVE THEM NOTHING... BUT TAKE FROM THEM EVERYTHING..."

heee... yah one from the commando song, the other quoted from Leonidas, king of sparta... haha... Just a little thought. It's a cruel world out there.

These are dark times my friend, at some point in time, everyone will Slaughter, Steal and Plunder for their own survival. haha...

3/09/2008 06:06:00 PM | Permalink |

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