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30 mins to BLOG!!! Ugh...
Oh Damn... i can't believe this, not again! End up cramping all my blogging into the last 20mins of the week! Oh well, time will never be enough, so quit ranting before i got to go get change & book in to my bloody camp once more!
Well... let's start with an episode of revenge in camp! haha... never thot this day would come! haha... DYS1 has finally fucked himself up this time! haha... So much for, "IS THAT THE WAY U TALK TO AN OFFICER?" haha... FUck u man! This is how to talk to one worthless piece of Shit- "Fuck your mother C*** B** lah!" This episode teaches us a lesson- if u wanna be "Xia Lan" & shit on someone, u better be sitting very high up, if not someone else would shit on u! haha... Take that DYS1. For those who yet not know, our dear friend, Mr Fan, has got an official complain letter shoved up his ass last week for abuse (abuse implies abnormal use) of authority! muahaha... Well 2LT is not exactly really high up there! haha... Seems like someone got wind of him saying "Commando Big FUCK lah?" haha... Well now he knows! haha...
Eh... Before any of u over-enthu OCS people begin charging me of slander, i'm just merely recounting the day's episode in prints. hur hur... anyway u all wouldn't like his as well lah, most prob u all would leave him in brunei to rot. haha...

Anyway what's it with this damn camp anyway, seems like everytime i dun book out i almost go crazy! Damn... Went running last wed night, power run round the parade square 6 times with Damien & didn't book out. That night i had nightmares till next day, after which i felt like shit for the rest of the day! Damn bloody place cursed or something man!
oh... seems like trying to start / maintain a relationship is hard too in this camp! seems like it's cursed as well. haha... but if u are looking forward to ditch your gf, we welcome u into commandos! haha... it will definately sure work! Well, it's a trade off, a gal in exchange for a name & an adventure. Whether it's worth it or not, u decide!

Damn... Times up! I've not even got to half the week yet. well so much for that! Continue whenever i could!

Oh my God... As the weekend draws to a close (3 & 1/2 hrs more before book in time), i believe that's it for the weekend, yet another insignificant weekend! Ahhh...! anymore of such weekends & i think i'm gonna lose my mind!
I mean can u believe it, as an NSF personnel, weekends are so precious yet, most of the time we spend sleeping it away. well, not exactly sleeping it away, but well more like spending it doing mediocre & unproductive stuff like watch tv, sleep, laze around at home, all becoz we're to tired to do anything else. Well at least this blog was productive in a certain way. At least i get to vent my fustrations & carry on another week in camp doing some more mediocre stuff. Oh fuck me man... this is the most insignificant 2 years of my life. All attributed from the simple mistake of joining commandos. Oh fuck! For Honour & glory! Ha... Yah right, my ass! the honour & glory belongs to the ranks of Major & above while we do all the works! hmmm... Makes me feels like one of those disposable items, use & throw after 2 year! haha... but at least it would be doing me a great favour so i may return back to normal life & not have to make the best out of my entire life's weekends. I would have 5 weekdays nights & 2 weekends to do whatever i want. Well good luck to those that signed on! So long suckers! haha... well... it's true u all get plenty of money but for a peace of mind? haha... no money can buy! See u guys, 4 more months & i'll be out of this hell hole!

Well so much for all the ranting. Some great things that happened this weekend. went canoeing training this morning, did something like 16k, prep for long distant kayaking round ubin. Good thing is i could still paddle long distant, bad thing is i couldn't compete to save my stuck-in-army-for-too-long-sorry-ass. So most prob i might lose this one. something i might have to get used to. It's been a long time since i lost any of my competition.
It's Junsheng birthday today, celebrated with him at kallang after training. Happy birthday Junsheng, My birthday wish to u? ORD soon!!! haha... Enjoy your trip to cresendo! Oh fuck, a shit hole by any other name is still a shit hole, cresendo, lancer... haha... whatever fuck u call it! SAF really have a good way of making bad things sounds good! haha... Think they call shit choux eclair right? haha...
Hmmm... somehow today everyone at sprinting is giving me a cold shoulder feeling, makes me wonder is it me or am i thinking too much?
As for the whole of yesterday?
i spend leveling my maple, my worrior is still level 15, guess it's stuck there coz i train wrongly. But all's not lost i've level another character to level 11, hopefully will turn out to become some great archer. Well if all else fails... haha... think i'll just stay there & chat! haha...
Last friday did a 16k run at east coast, haha... sort of some prep for the 42k standard chartered marathon! hmmm... think i'm out of my mind. well, what's new? joining the commandos 2 yrs ago was the prelude to all insanity. haha...
Alright, that's it for today. Time for my dinner of instant cup noodles. What a great way to end the weekend! haha...

Oh man... What the shit is this, thot it would be easy. Well... guess u guy would just have to wait for my blog. ha ha...